Tuesday Aug 17, 2004

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Had a great night a pool last night...we won biggrin got a lot to do today...gotta pick up my daughter & my niece then go to my mothers for lunch eeek that shall be fun he he ha ha...I have a Mom who doesn't care for my choice in clothing, hair style, or job, or anything for that matter. The only good thing I have done is have my daughter, but yet that was still wrong cause we were not married when I got pregnant...oh on to a better subject now...
Gotta go shopping tonight at the annapolis mall for some new clothes for Vegas...then hopefully somewhere in there get the laundry finished and clean the fridge out...still haven't gotten that done...well I am off to shower and get myself going. Everyone have a super wonderful day kiss
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I am one of three...I am the middle child...middle child syndrome...I would have given my left arm to have another child but that isn't in the cards for us...three doctors have told me that Alexandra (daughter) is a miracle baby...she is so spoiled & I *know* its all my fault...what can I do? She is such a great kid & yes we have our days where we can't stand each other but I wouldn't trade it for anything. We had a great time shoppping tonight. My mother actually got me some pretty cool clothes for Vegas & a new pocket book. She was also pleasantly nice today???? Just after I was bitching about how nasty she can be...he he he...I told her point blank that I am going through a pre-mid life crisis & I'm trying to find my indivduality...hell I've been looking for that for years now. Oh well I like me and I guess that is all that matters. I've spent to many years trying to please everyone else and make myself something I'm not out of fear of not being liked...now I am like *fuck it* I am who I am and kiss my ass if you don't like me. well yall have a great night chat with you all tomorrow..I need a snack & my nice comfy bed wink
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jamielee:
haha. I agree, however, nudity is very nice too. smile
o2bnlove:
How come you wanted to have children? I ask that of all my friends who want or have kids. If I ask that of strangers, theyd kick my ass. Im not being rude; Im genuinely curious. You dont have to answer; its a highly personal question which Ive no right to ask. Youre blessed that you and Alexandra get along---one of the things that scares me about having children is that theres no guarantee theyre going to be cool, but it seemed you lucked out! Let me go all hippie-chick for a moment and quote from The Prophet, by Kahlil Gibran:

Your children are not your children. They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself. They come through you but not from you, And though they are with you, yet they belong not to you. You may give them your love but not your thoughts. For they have their own thoughts. You may house their bodies but not their souls, For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams. You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you. For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday. You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth. The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far. Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness; For even as he loves the arrow that flies, so He loves also the bow that is stable.

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