little miracles - this one for Silvernut who cant see the miracles for the coincidences
A few yrs ago I was watching The Ref (Denis Leary, Kevin Spacey) havin' a good laugh. Then the tape jammed, I snapped ran out the door, punching and kicking all in the way. I ran down this road then that. Exhuasted and emotional about something apparently I dropped to the ground and looked at the sky. I saw an orange light and so it had to be a U.F.O. 'When are we gonna get there? If we were more honest with ourselves, if Dad was more honest with h... oh shit I'm not not being honest with myself. My whole approach is fucked'
I'm not going into "my burdens the heaviest" details, but I had some very serious issues to deal with. It's been about 6 yrs. The last 4 were intense. The way I met my now ex was a miracle. It's a miracle she could heal my knee with crystals and stuff. It's a miracle I didn't kill her. It's a miracle I wasn't killed before I met her. I was never diagnosed but I was paranoid schizophrenic, bipolar and suicidally depressed. Oh I had some pretty fucked up ideas about sex and had an addictive leaning to drugs, hence the shizo.
I haven't seen Jesus, although I've felt his presence. During a couple healings I've had extreme lightness of body. Kinda scary, as if I might float away particle by particle.
When Violet, the ex, was doing some healing with Aura Soma on my knee the liquid bubbled and popped as if boiling. I had a v. angry knee. My temper is still abominable at times. Probably why I prefer to be by myself. I don't like for others to see that part of me. Plus I'd probably end up in jail so it's practicle really.
But I have seen other miracles such that to say 'this is a miracle' it could easily be explained away. But I know otherwise. I'm not talking about birds and flowers, but really, consider yourself. You are so amazing. Your humour. Your body. The great freinds you have. That time not so long ago when you and so and so said such and such and the tears of laughter... silvernut
Oh it's not a miracle that I saw a U.F.O. but the chain of events that the perception sprouted. Who cares if it's a ufo or Jesus or Clifford the bloody big red dog, mighta just been a satelite.
You want miracles?
Miracles
A few yrs ago I was watching The Ref (Denis Leary, Kevin Spacey) havin' a good laugh. Then the tape jammed, I snapped ran out the door, punching and kicking all in the way. I ran down this road then that. Exhuasted and emotional about something apparently I dropped to the ground and looked at the sky. I saw an orange light and so it had to be a U.F.O. 'When are we gonna get there? If we were more honest with ourselves, if Dad was more honest with h... oh shit I'm not not being honest with myself. My whole approach is fucked'
I'm not going into "my burdens the heaviest" details, but I had some very serious issues to deal with. It's been about 6 yrs. The last 4 were intense. The way I met my now ex was a miracle. It's a miracle she could heal my knee with crystals and stuff. It's a miracle I didn't kill her. It's a miracle I wasn't killed before I met her. I was never diagnosed but I was paranoid schizophrenic, bipolar and suicidally depressed. Oh I had some pretty fucked up ideas about sex and had an addictive leaning to drugs, hence the shizo.
I haven't seen Jesus, although I've felt his presence. During a couple healings I've had extreme lightness of body. Kinda scary, as if I might float away particle by particle.
When Violet, the ex, was doing some healing with Aura Soma on my knee the liquid bubbled and popped as if boiling. I had a v. angry knee. My temper is still abominable at times. Probably why I prefer to be by myself. I don't like for others to see that part of me. Plus I'd probably end up in jail so it's practicle really.
But I have seen other miracles such that to say 'this is a miracle' it could easily be explained away. But I know otherwise. I'm not talking about birds and flowers, but really, consider yourself. You are so amazing. Your humour. Your body. The great freinds you have. That time not so long ago when you and so and so said such and such and the tears of laughter... silvernut
Oh it's not a miracle that I saw a U.F.O. but the chain of events that the perception sprouted. Who cares if it's a ufo or Jesus or Clifford the bloody big red dog, mighta just been a satelite.
You want miracles?
Miracles
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All I would do was complain noone wanted me, but the truth was I was pushing them away with my desperation.
Anyway dude nice chatting and speak soon.
Ps, I gave up on old terry too. There is only so much you can take. I like that he runs modern themes through his work but after the first few books the formula seemed stale.