bhavok

So my good friend from high school is coming back home in 5 days.. I'm really excited to see him.. I haven't seen him in about 2 years.. After high school he enlisted in the army.. Got to choose where he wanted to be stationed, and he ended up choosing Hawaii.. I don't blame him for choosing that destination after being in Pennsylvania for 18 years, I'd like to make a switch as well.. Well after being in Pennsylvania for 23 years, I'm still ready to make a switch.. He had signed his release papers from the military almost 2 years ago.. But his wife, who he met while over seas, and was in the Army with him, still had 1 year left to serve.. Funny thing about those 2 is that, they both are from the same area of Pensylvania, they only were seperated by a 20 minute drive.. Same age and everything, but it took them going over seas of all places, the " warzone " to meet and eventually get married..

But on a different note, there is going to be another celebration of Star Wars coming up.. And I'm already deadset on going, it's in Los Angeles at the convention center.. But the thing I'm thrilled about, besides going is that my brother is showing signs of going as well.. See why that excites me is that, he never wants to do anything, he hates leaving the house, etc, etc.. Well don't get me wrong, I don't like leaving the house either, but sometimes I need some air.. So it's going to be around Memorial Day, so excited.. Can't wait to find out more about it.. Maybe I'd actually meet some of the West Coast SG people..

Lately, Ive been doing alot of thinking.. I've been feeling as if I don't really know where I belong.. What is my whole entire purpose for being who I am.. And spending alot of time with my brother and his family, it's really made me feel ok... My brother he has close friends, that are family to him and I, cause we have the same friends.. And I think if I didn't have this little guy in my life to help counter balance the good and the bad crap in my life, I'm not sure what I'd do.. It's my little nephew...



Hope everyone is having a good and prosperous New Year, I know I'm trying to...



An update: It's saturday and I would just like to thank El Nino for making it a beautiful 70 sunny day.. I'm walking around in shorts and a t-shirt in January.. Ah El Nino, I love you..