bhavok

So recently I have gotten back intouch with probably the best friend that I have ever had in my life.. We met back in 9th grade when she moved to my school..

She was dating my friend at the time.. She had moved and was kind of nervous about attending a new school, like most people are.. The first day she was at the school, we hit it off.. Throughout the years we have known each other, we have always been there for each other.. It's not a surprise, but she found me on myspace.. Like you couldn't find a blind midget under a rock on that site..

It's kind of a surprise to me that her and I never ended up getting together.. We grew so close as friends, that it felt like there was that type of attraction to one another.. But it was more of a emotional type of attraction, rather then a physical one.. Not to say she is not attractive to say the least.. She's a model.. Also an amazing photographer... A very gorgous one at that.. But she was more of a sister to me then anything.. The sister I never really had... But the sister I am most certainly appreciative that I had..

When the guy she was dating at the time we met had gotten her pregnant, he decided he wanted nothing to do with her then.. Which at that point I lost all respect for the guy.. I had become her emotional and physical support barrier.. I am glad for that because I had never had anything like that type of experience in my life.. Well to end this, I suppose karma has a way of working itself out because when she was always down, I was always there to pick her up, and in this time of my life since I have been down alot lately, she has lifted my spirits as well.. Also she has opted to take pictures for me.. I'm waiting until I get tattooed again on May 17th to do anything.. I'm excited not only to see her, but also to catch up on old times..

P.S. Check out the NEW AFI song on their Myspace page called Miss Murder off of their NEW Album called DecemberUnderground out June 6th, 2006...