beyondbitter

aiight... car frustration returns... bah... I was supposed to go over today to "Look" at the car... I want to see a scratch that Shawn told me was on the side and I also want to see what kind of sound system... well really just the head unit... I want to put a head unit CD player with MP3 capability in it.... but I need to know the size and all the what nots... I need to know if the system is stock or if he left the super nice one he put in it... in!

So, anyway... I called and talked to his boifriend Adam who I also know... and Im like I told shawn I would call today before I came over to see the car... adam is like...:okay, lemmie just go see what hes dong!"... the phone goes dead... diconnected... ???? anyway, when I realize that happened... I call back... ANSWERING MACHINE! I fucking hate answering machines... now, I know they are very active bois... but.... this is rediculous... we are talking like 2 minutes... 2 fucking minutes yo! I leave a message explaining that I only have TWO days off and this is the ONLY one of them that I will be around to have a looksie at the things I want to see in/on the car... please call me back, I say! Im worried that you are not returning my calls... I have my heart set on your car to buy and I havent looked AT ALL for another car... so Im screwed if you back out without telling me!!".... I really need to know what's going on... BAH! I called maybe 6 times left 4 messages... NEVER HEARD back from him...

So, reasonable explaination...

I called... Adam went to see what Shawn was doing... he was OUTSIDE with the dogs... Adam ends up OUTSIDE with the dogs... they decide to take the dogs for a walk or a ride... they dont get home until WAY late! Explaining why I dont hear from them for all day.
That's what I want it to be...

DAMN, I just dont understand why he's avoiding me... Im saving my pennies... NOT SPENDING a dime!! well hardly... anyway.... he's going to be the proud reciepient of all this saved money... IF HE DOESNT screw me over... BAH! Maybe I just always think the worst... and MAYBE I SHOULD think the worst... I dont know but I do know I am frustrated... I would love to use somebody elses PHONE to call them tomorrow ... just in case he IS avoiding me VIA caller ID... I just need to know what the dealio is... Man, I am going to be so dissapointed if I dont get that car... all this expended enrgy and frustration for nothing will make me a very angry girl... and nobody , trust me NOBODY likes an ANGRY BETTY! It can be quite unpleasant. especially if your the reason I am angry... mean and spiteful... yes that about covers it! He better fucking call me tormorrow... or Im going to FIND his house and go there and.... BAH!

aiight... Im done rambling...


this really is how I feel right now!!

but dont worry if you work with me tomorrow... I will appear to be feeling like this....
come tomrorrow!

nighty night! Im going to go watch THEY.... wes craven rocks yo!