BAH! 
So, Im sorta mad at myself... This car Im trying to get for ma own... I want it I want it I want it... and ummmm... did I mention...I want it!! So, I have been trying for a little over a week which really isnt a LONG time but Im not very good with that patience stuff... I want what I want when I want it... and I WANT IT NOW!!! So anyway... I called Shawn the day before yesterday and he hadnt done anything about getting his loan refinanced so he could get the title to the car and sell me the damn thing. BAH! But, here's why Im kinda mad at myself... Im a JERK! See... he had a REALLY good reason for not taking care of it... keep in mind... I am very aware that I shouldnt feel frustrated considering his reason... but it doesnt change the reality of the situation... I AM FRUSTRATED.... His best friends mother was killed in a car accident monday night/early tuesday morning... he made the call on monday but never returned it... the funeral was today... I KNOW the world doesnt revolve around me but sometimes I feel like all the earths forces are out to ruin my plans... I KNOW I KNOW... very insensitive... but I never claimed to be a saint! If it makes you feel any better about me (not that I care) I do feel guilty about being so selfish.
I guess the big thing is that I got this promotion and Im making decent money now... I can afford to get myself something nice... and I decided on something ... a car... I dont spend gobs of money on myself too often... I spend it on my dog, my friends, roomates, loans to people who dont have it, bills... you know the usual stuff... my mom... blah blah blah... but not on me very often... its just so dissapointing to make the decision to buy myself something and then not be able to have it... not because I cant afford it but because of some stupid Bank BS. and not even my bank... BAH!
I know I sound really bah hum bug... but just so you know... this is how I really feel!
... Im off to sleep now...
Oh yeah...jamie, the Jerk Store called my house today...they said your back in stock and even fashionable these days! har har har! j/k you know I luv ya!
So, Im sorta mad at myself... This car Im trying to get for ma own... I want it I want it I want it... and ummmm... did I mention...I want it!! So, I have been trying for a little over a week which really isnt a LONG time but Im not very good with that patience stuff... I want what I want when I want it... and I WANT IT NOW!!! So anyway... I called Shawn the day before yesterday and he hadnt done anything about getting his loan refinanced so he could get the title to the car and sell me the damn thing. BAH! But, here's why Im kinda mad at myself... Im a JERK! See... he had a REALLY good reason for not taking care of it... keep in mind... I am very aware that I shouldnt feel frustrated considering his reason... but it doesnt change the reality of the situation... I AM FRUSTRATED.... His best friends mother was killed in a car accident monday night/early tuesday morning... he made the call on monday but never returned it... the funeral was today... I KNOW the world doesnt revolve around me but sometimes I feel like all the earths forces are out to ruin my plans... I KNOW I KNOW... very insensitive... but I never claimed to be a saint! If it makes you feel any better about me (not that I care) I do feel guilty about being so selfish.
I guess the big thing is that I got this promotion and Im making decent money now... I can afford to get myself something nice... and I decided on something ... a car... I dont spend gobs of money on myself too often... I spend it on my dog, my friends, roomates, loans to people who dont have it, bills... you know the usual stuff... my mom... blah blah blah... but not on me very often... its just so dissapointing to make the decision to buy myself something and then not be able to have it... not because I cant afford it but because of some stupid Bank BS. and not even my bank... BAH!
I know I sound really bah hum bug... but just so you know... this is how I really feel!
... Im off to sleep now...
Oh yeah...jamie, the Jerk Store called my house today...they said your back in stock and even fashionable these days! har har har! j/k you know I luv ya!
killcast:
everyone loves me at the jerk store, they can't get enough of me