beyond_rhythm

Ever have those days where you just miss certain things of your past just as badly as the day they left you? Having one of those...often have those regarding my ex best friend who I loved with my whole heart in a completely platonic way. Unfortunatly, he fell in love with me and refused to associate with me afterwards. This was 3 years ago. I...
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Feel like death. Infection upon infection upon infection. I am four kinds of sick, on one perscription which is not doing it's magic like it should be and 2 general meds. I have a splitting headache and 5 years worth of stuff due in the next week...and whatam I doing? Fucking sleeping, bitch. That's right. And I will sleep until it's over....after I buy more...
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So, during my Monday drinking, I had a nice chat with the guy who runs the singer-songwriter night at my favorite bar. He asked me to sing So, sometime this month, I'm going to bust out the guitar and blow all those frat boy John Mayor clones away. It's gonna rule! Can't wait!

In other news, it's lookin like I'm going to be revising my...
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I hate random sadness...

Ok kids. This is me wasting some time while this guy finishes weedwacking my frontporch. I happened to forget about the wide open window while parading around in a rather short tshirt and nothing else. Ooopss. So, as it seems, I am stuck here crunched up inside my little bean bag chair until I get a chance to make a run for some pants without...
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This hurricane thing is breaking my heart. I've been helping out at our recreation center on campus, where we have about 600 refugees staying, playing with the kids and what not. It just kills me to be with those kids and know that they have nothing. They've lost homes, families, everything they own. I wish there was something more I could do. However, I am...
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No, your eyes do not decieve you. It really is a new entry. I FINALLY got my internet partially up again. My computer is on internet life support (you know, a million cords going a million different directions) but it is functioning. Soon, I will fix the router and all will be well in the world...except my USB port. *sigh* Ya win some, ya loose...
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Growing ever more irritated at chick who calls herself my girlfriend and will not return my calls. *sigh* Why are chicks so shady? Just tell me what's up and I'll deal with it. I just hate being avoided. Is this such a strange concept?

A wonderful close to a wonderful night. Boy's roomate plays guitar and I'm drunk enough to show off. So, I march myself into roomate's room and proceed to start jamming with him. This went on, with boy sipping water in the doorway, for about 45 minutes. I sang. I played. We harmonized. We created. We replayed. It was highly cathartic, as finding someone worth playing...
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After a lovely IM battle with my previous roomate, stretching across various away messages and a few days, I finally had an epiphany. Her last message was her declaring what a bitch I was for not sending her the money she asked for (a few days ago) overnight when she retracted her statement of need and told me to do it whenever. So, I did....
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