Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

beyond_rhythm

haha...HOME. Right. I was an Army Brat. I have no home.

Member Since 2005

Followers 40 Following 35

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Wednesday Jan 05, 2005

Jan 5, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
This isn't helping. It's enjoyable...yet not helping. Everyday I wake up with this one issue tearing at my mind.
I think I may only be capable of truly loving a woman...and as exotically wonderful as that sounds, I hate the prospect. I hate that I have to consider things like my family excommunicating me from them...like sacrificing my dreams of having my own children one day because I couldn't possibly bring children into such a conflicting area of life. I hate that society chastises gays and lesbians so harshly. What is so incredibly wrong with loving someone? Isn't that what it comes down to? Would it be more wrong of me to only half love a man yet be socially accepted or fully love a woman and be cast out? You see. It doesn't make sense. I wish people would open their eyes....
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
musicistic:
what type of music are you playing? anything on-line?
Jan 17, 2005
musicistic:
i'm on-line @ erikmusic.com.

i'm kind of like singer-songwritery i guess...but i like to add lots of instruments...i like elliott smith a lot, but i don't really sound too much like him. a lil' poppier (if that's a word).

i'd love to hear your stuff, so when you get it up shoot it over.
Jan 20, 2005

More Blogs

  • 07.15.05
    4

    Friday Jul 15, 2005

    Internet=up in new apartment! Yay! This feels like the completion of …
  • 07.13.05
    1

    Wednesday Jul 13, 2005

    AND I need to figure out why the hell I'm starting to talk like a dam…
  • 07.12.05
    3

    Tuesday Jul 12, 2005

    I am happy to announce my departure for the next few days. I will be …
  • 07.11.05
    1

    Monday Jul 11, 2005

    Dani has a new set! See? See? Check it out. She's hot. I freely ad…
  • 07.10.05
    0

    Sunday Jul 10, 2005

    Well...2 hours in counting till start of work shift for stingy manage…
  • 07.02.05
    3

    Saturday Jul 02, 2005

    Scene one. There are flowers and fake light to accentuate the moon. h…
  • 06.29.05
    1

    Thursday Jun 30, 2005

    Hung out with Katie, Erica, Marvin, etc tonight and it was absolutly …
  • 06.29.05
    4

    Wednesday Jun 29, 2005

    Wow. I feel like such a woman. Here I am feeling all manic when su…
  • 06.27.05
    3

    Monday Jun 27, 2005

    Mmmm... Curled up in mink blanket on perfectly puke green velvety 70…
  • 06.23.05
    2

    Thursday Jun 23, 2005

    drunk! yay! Tommorrow will be a fantastic party. A variety of peopl…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
9
months
15
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,593 SuicideGirls
  • 1,119,024 followers
  • 14,924,853 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,403,507 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo