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beyond_rhythm

haha...HOME. Right. I was an Army Brat. I have no home.

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Wednesday Jan 05, 2005

Jan 5, 2005
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This isn't helping. It's enjoyable...yet not helping. Everyday I wake up with this one issue tearing at my mind.
I think I may only be capable of truly loving a woman...and as exotically wonderful as that sounds, I hate the prospect. I hate that I have to consider things like my family excommunicating me from them...like sacrificing my dreams of having my own children one day because I couldn't possibly bring children into such a conflicting area of life. I hate that society chastises gays and lesbians so harshly. What is so incredibly wrong with loving someone? Isn't that what it comes down to? Would it be more wrong of me to only half love a man yet be socially accepted or fully love a woman and be cast out? You see. It doesn't make sense. I wish people would open their eyes....
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musicistic:
what type of music are you playing? anything on-line?
Jan 17, 2005
musicistic:
i'm on-line @ erikmusic.com.

i'm kind of like singer-songwritery i guess...but i like to add lots of instruments...i like elliott smith a lot, but i don't really sound too much like him. a lil' poppier (if that's a word).

i'd love to hear your stuff, so when you get it up shoot it over.
Jan 20, 2005

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