beyond_rhythm

Wow.
I feel like such a woman.
Here I am feeling all manic when suddenly I want to cry. For no good reason really. Not depression certainly. Not happiness of any particular kind, either. Just...
An overwhelming feeling.
You know.

I feel like drawing. What shall I draw? I have a large drawing pad and thoughts of charcoal and pastels. What should it be? Help...
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Mmmm...
Curled up in mink blanket on perfectly puke green velvety 70's couch (which owns my soul), sipping a Shiner Bock between mouthfuls of white cheddar popcorn...listening to Muse, reading "Invisible Monsters". How could this night get better?

drunk! yay!
Tommorrow will be a fantastic party. A variety of people from random areas of life will show up...no one will know more than 2 or 3 people...we'll break in the hookah, get drunk again, and rule the night with water balloons and any other mischief I can think up that won't land anyone in the hospital. Sweet. Sister's in town. That makes me...
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Shit.
I just found out 2 old friends of mine are in jail for for attempted manslaughter. My friend Angela and her brother, Ashton. Apparently they were coked up and Angela convinced Ashton to break into this news reporter's home and stab him. He stabbed him multiple times in the back and chest, leaving a trail of blood and bloody hand prints behind him. The...
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Bought some Jasmine shesha for the new hookah. I figure it will be broken in at some point this week...these things don't need planning. They need "right moments"=) Talked with a good friend last night who mentioned wanting to learn how to roll his own sushi. As we put our heads together, we realized that a sushi hookah party is probably the best combination ever...
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hahaha. this night ended well. i was retarded stoned. then retarded drunk. now, just more retarded in general. reckless nights are good now and then though.

wooooo college! I blame it on you!

Must...get...out...of...mold...infested...apartment.

Moving date bumped up two weeks. This is good because now I have a larger apartment set up for me (like I need it...with my one couch, one table, and one chair)...larger as in it has a dining room. "A dining room?" you say? Yes, I too find dining rooms an ideal concept with little use. I sometimes aspire to eat at a table...
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Have I mentioned how much I hate sleeping? Grrrrr...forcing my head to a pillow to breed proper brain cells for learning of tommorrow. Mostly, I think tommorrow's learning can kiss my ass...but...I've gotta go into it with a good attitude, right? First day of class. Gotta start it off right. Gotta pass the course eventually. *pondering the idea of a tape that repeats, "Yes, I...
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I have these random days of extreme anxiety for no particular reason. I hate it. I feel crazy and ridiculous which only makes it worse. Is there any way to break this trend? I'm so absolutly sick of it...

And I can't figure out my extreme aversion to men. I can think of instances that would make it worse but I just don't understand how...
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Leola's set=

This could be my paint fetish coming through again...but check it out anyways.

Next piercing...completed.
After much debate, i opted for eyebrow and I could not be happier. Flitted around all night with beer and jazz music showing it off. Left eye. Picture it. I will update the photo later. YAY FOR PIERCINGS!(I am now, unfortunatly, addicted).

Must sleep. Past few days have been freshman year all over again...with the benefit of being 21, of course. I love it=) Yay summer!

So yesterday I got up at 5am to drive to Atlanta. Went to homeschooler Six Flags Day via a previously homeschooled friend who got us all tickets. There were hardly any lines for anything. It ruled! AND they fed us AND...
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