bev_antain

Well time for a new blog here, even if honestly there isn't much going on lately.
The weather got really shitty these last few days, much sooner than what I expected but afterall weather just ain't what it used to be. Days tend to be rather grey and it kind of fits my mood, maybe even affecting it, so definitely i'm going through a "keep away from me" moment. I guess it's also because I think I'm going through a transition phase and for the first time I don't have some sort of plan or real change going, so I just feel idle. I'm looking for a job and I know It'll take some time considering how the world goes, but this just sitting on my ass browsing ads on the net is kind of killing me. I really hate feeling useless. Things will get better, I know, life is like a rollercoaster with one moment taking you to the bottom and the other higher than you can imagine and this is a bottom phase. So i can just keep going and hope something changes sooner than later.

Plus insomnia doesn't help, despite I stopped drinking coffee, tea and anything else that can keep me awake.

Whatever, it's just a moment that will come to an end.