bettykat

i've been so frustrated lately. i cant put into words how upset i am over things. it's like the littlest things make me want to hit someone with all my might.

i had to catch myself the other day... something set me off, and i found myself nearly throwing a full bottle of aftershock at my friend. those bottles are pretty heavy duty. luckily i...
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so i took my friend to get her first tatt last night... it came out really good. i ended up hella sick though. apparently i have some weird reaction to pain, and it causes my blood sugar to drop or something. while my friend sat there freaking out my hands were being squeezed nearly broken but it's ok because i'm fine now... and i found...
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grrrr at this being all messed up and sickish... if it keeps me away from where i want to be even just one more time i think i'm gonna scream...

i miss my boy and it's already been far too long between visits.

the weird keeps getting weirder, but the good keeps on getting better, so i guess things even out.

so i dont know i might be crazy... but i just submit an application to become a suicidegirl. i dont know, i think it would be really fun to do it, if they chose me. what do you guys think? let me know if you want to see the pics i used. speaking of pics, i really need to get around to uploading some here.

dreams are one of lifes great pleasures. so why do we so often brush them aside? or put them on hold? probably because we are scared. all too often i see people not getting what they really want because they are too afraid to go after it, or to hessitant. and all too often i myself am one of those people.

so here i am thanks to a wonderful girl. my profile will end up getting added to as i go along, but for now i'm just to darn tired to think. so this is what i have. thank you ruby_sky