Hello lovies.
Can anyone tell me how to find the new msgs? Cus like it says i got 6 new messages but i cant find the new ones. So if u send me a pmsg im sorry, but i just cant find it. Its not that im ignoreing you. lol.
So... Dont have much to say actually... Its midsummer today, and we've got alcohol. But...
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Can anyone tell me how to find the new msgs? Cus like it says i got 6 new messages but i cant find the new ones. So if u send me a pmsg im sorry, but i just cant find it. Its not that im ignoreing you. lol.
So... Dont have much to say actually... Its midsummer today, and we've got alcohol. But...
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silveronthetree:
ta2dmom:
I'm glad you're sounding a lot better. As for the Private messages, just click "Home" right under where you log in and it'll take you to your "inbox" good luck finding all this stuff. I'm still finding my way around here too. IM is the same as msn it means Instant Message.
Thanks for all your support, i didnt answer cus i feelt redicilous.
The shame that overwhelmed me once the blood dried, was too much.
I feel better now, altho, i regret it soo much. having a Lost Marathon with my boy, its not nearly as good as carnivale, but pretty exciting.
I got a new cam today. A new toy. Im on loove
The shame that overwhelmed me once the blood dried, was too much.
I feel better now, altho, i regret it soo much. having a Lost Marathon with my boy, its not nearly as good as carnivale, but pretty exciting.
I got a new cam today. A new toy. Im on loove
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deathbyopus:
and a web cam, fun to ensue
and a web cam, fun to ensue
2low:
i finally checkout one of your sets. and WOW you miss are stunning. cant wait to see another 
I hurt myself today. And i have a feeling im gonna do alot more of that. I cant help thinkin whata bad girlfriend i am. How useless i am. How stupid i am. So i just cut.
And weird things are taking me over and pushing me over the edge. I can feel insanity becoming my reality again. I can feel the bad stuff taking...
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And weird things are taking me over and pushing me over the edge. I can feel insanity becoming my reality again. I can feel the bad stuff taking...
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silveronthetree:
Mate, sorry to read this today.
You know you are not useless and you can`t do this all on your own. You need a bit of help, weather it be from friends or someone more proffesional.
I hate to think of you so low.
You have a choice now.
What will you choose?
Believe me the cutting solves nothing, just allows you to go to a place where nobody can help. Eventually it may leave you completely disconnected and alone.
Is that what you want?
You do have a choice. Maybe its time to put you hand up and say `I`m not doing well`.
Hope you can find the courage.
Love to you and as always if you wanna talk more privately let me know
You know you are not useless and you can`t do this all on your own. You need a bit of help, weather it be from friends or someone more proffesional.
I hate to think of you so low.
You have a choice now.
What will you choose?
Believe me the cutting solves nothing, just allows you to go to a place where nobody can help. Eventually it may leave you completely disconnected and alone.
Is that what you want?
You do have a choice. Maybe its time to put you hand up and say `I`m not doing well`.
Hope you can find the courage.
Love to you and as always if you wanna talk more privately let me know
dolly:
hey baby! youre NOT a bad girlfriend but you have to stop that hurting you know! i love you more than life itself, i wont let you do bad things to yourself....come stay with me for a while or something! take care of yourself and call me WHENEVER! love you dalring.
Uuuhhh.... Voices and stuff has started to come back, i hear things thats not really there.
theyre telling me stuff i dont wanna hear. Makes me cry...
theyre telling me stuff i dont wanna hear. Makes me cry...
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helena:
im sorry babe.
hang in there.
xoxo
hang in there.
xoxo
ta2dmom:
Good luck hon. I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. Is there anyone that can help? 
Good evening.
My love is here in town, and its lovely.
We've been partying a bit maybe too much though. But hey man its cool.
Gonna either go to the amusementpark or go out drinking. We'll see... I think we'll have more fun at the amusementpark.
My love is here in town, and its lovely.
We've been partying a bit maybe too much though. But hey man its cool.
Gonna either go to the amusementpark or go out drinking. We'll see... I think we'll have more fun at the amusementpark.
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punknitemike:
have fun!!!
deathbyopus:
have tons of fun
SUCK SUCK BIATCH!
the world is watching the death of me. This is the end of me. It isnt very hard to see, i pick a number and its always 7, its always 7 when its not 13. I try hard to fit among those who care about the shallow things, cus it always seemed like the easy way to go, but i never understood...
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the world is watching the death of me. This is the end of me. It isnt very hard to see, i pick a number and its always 7, its always 7 when its not 13. I try hard to fit among those who care about the shallow things, cus it always seemed like the easy way to go, but i never understood...
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luciefurr:
dude go click the link in my journal you'll laugh your ass off
fredricka:
Vakkert, men voldsomt skrevet. Det virker som om du er p en merkelig blge fortiden. Faen, hvorfor er du ikke p sms akkurat n. Ting er litt merkelig i min verden ogs. s jeg kunne trengt noen prate med.
ja, presangen. Har du rd til sende den? Jeg ville riktig nok ha fortrukket det om du kunne ha kommet til Oslo, men akk....
ja, presangen. Har du rd til sende den? Jeg ville riktig nok ha fortrukket det om du kunne ha kommet til Oslo, men akk....
Summertime and the living is EASY.
Just floating around on clouds, getting insane Not taking meds plus being constant stoned for 4 days makes me the smartest girl in the world.
Ive come to the state of mind where IT starts talkin to me. Telling me little things that ive been waiting for to hear. Giving me directions, a guidline. Its devine. And it keeps...
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Just floating around on clouds, getting insane Not taking meds plus being constant stoned for 4 days makes me the smartest girl in the world.
Ive come to the state of mind where IT starts talkin to me. Telling me little things that ive been waiting for to hear. Giving me directions, a guidline. Its devine. And it keeps...
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deathbyopus:
hell yeah i would
ozblacke:
*GASP* BETTY!!!! I love you so much! I just got your package in the mail! You are the most rockingest pen-pal EVER!! I'm so excited to write you back now *covers you in kisses*
I'm so excited to write you back now *covers you in kisses*
Im away on adventures, spiritual adventures lol.
Soo... 4 days left til i get to meet the sweet piece of boy of mine. I cant wait.
And tomorrow ill start worrying about my financial problems.
Soo... 4 days left til i get to meet the sweet piece of boy of mine. I cant wait.
And tomorrow ill start worrying about my financial problems.
punknitemike:
hope you're having fun on your adventures!!!
ta2dmom:
enjoy your adventures and have fun with your boy!
YAY! Peter is hoooome!!
and im friends with my sistah! Everythings pretty damn good except that i have my boy too far away.
AND IM GETTING STONED: WHOOOO
and im friends with my sistah! Everythings pretty damn good except that i have my boy too far away.
AND IM GETTING STONED: WHOOOO
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snoma:
good night baby. you didn't get back online, but i guess you're either partying or sleeping. since i'm working nightshift tomorrow, feel free to call me if you want. i'm not sure if the IRS will approve of me calling to sweden from their offices, but i can try :-P
good night, baby. sleep tight. talk to ya tomorrow *kisses*
good night, baby. sleep tight. talk to ya tomorrow *kisses*
snoma:
ok, so it's 3:30 am, and i'm not done for another 4 hours. then it's home, go to bed. but i won't work double shift, just the night shift, so i don't start work until 11 pm. just so you know. miss you. only 4 more days now :-)
love you lots, baby. *kisses*
love you lots, baby. *kisses*
Omg!!! Luce is the cutest thing!! She makes my heart melt over and over again!! look how CUTE she IS!
I really would like to meet her some day. Theres so many people id like to meet. I had a nice long talk with my friend today about how fucked up the world really is. And how sick men are. (no offence) but seriously... Men...
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I really would like to meet her some day. Theres so many people id like to meet. I had a nice long talk with my friend today about how fucked up the world really is. And how sick men are. (no offence) but seriously... Men...
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ozblacke:
Don't kill me! Please oh please! *hides in fear from the wrath of Betty*
snoma:
men are assholes. everyone, except me of course :-P
i miss you, baby.
i sent you a mail, check it out. i suppose you're at saramy's place now, so i guess i wont get to talk to you today. but i'll be online till midnight. then i have to go to sleep. have to get up at 5 am tomorrow
i miss you, baby.
i sent you a mail, check it out. i suppose you're at saramy's place now, so i guess i wont get to talk to you today. but i'll be online till midnight. then i have to go to sleep. have to get up at 5 am tomorrow