Weve been feeding my head, my body, and my selfesteem this weekend.
I feel so good even tho my bloodpressure is more fucked up than it ever was befor, and when i got a a bloodpreassure fall i heard this wrrrromwrrrromwroooomwrrrrrom sound inside my head and like 10 difrent male voices just being really loud and i started breathing really weird, and it NEVER was that bad ever befor and i might wanna check that up.
But except my physical issues, i feel better than i did in a while. I feel SO great.
Hes the best thing that could ever happen to me, and i will stay by his side forever. Its gonna be some tough times, but i know its gonna be worth it cus none has ever made me feel so valluable and beautiful and special that he makes me feel. And noone has ever and will never be able to satisfy me like he does, both mentally and physicaly. Hes just lovely. And i Adore him. I eat from his hand like a bird with no fear, I got an arrow thru my heart, this feeling is SO strong, I build my dreams around him.
Im obsessed. Tobias Petersen is my latest and most intense obsession ever. I easily get obsessed with stuff, and sometimes people. Hes broke into my system, and I love every single second of it.
Enough.
Im so inlove.
Insanely inlove
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And i also deicided to start studying reinkarnation, wiccan, astrologi, and tarot. I mean, i NEED something to get my poor slow brain working activly again, Im not saying its so slow im gonna quit the hash. LOL!!! NO WAY!!!
Gonna like, enjoy life, enjoy the little things, and the great things, and the bad things, cus without the bad things, i wouldnt know what the good ones were, so i gotta learn to apritiate them aswell, but not in a desrtructive way.
Yeah this weekend really made me think. And i love it, its been ages since i though this much. I love it.
I feel so good even tho my bloodpressure is more fucked up than it ever was befor, and when i got a a bloodpreassure fall i heard this wrrrromwrrrromwroooomwrrrrrom sound inside my head and like 10 difrent male voices just being really loud and i started breathing really weird, and it NEVER was that bad ever befor and i might wanna check that up.
But except my physical issues, i feel better than i did in a while. I feel SO great.
Hes the best thing that could ever happen to me, and i will stay by his side forever. Its gonna be some tough times, but i know its gonna be worth it cus none has ever made me feel so valluable and beautiful and special that he makes me feel. And noone has ever and will never be able to satisfy me like he does, both mentally and physicaly. Hes just lovely. And i Adore him. I eat from his hand like a bird with no fear, I got an arrow thru my heart, this feeling is SO strong, I build my dreams around him.
Im obsessed. Tobias Petersen is my latest and most intense obsession ever. I easily get obsessed with stuff, and sometimes people. Hes broke into my system, and I love every single second of it.
Enough.
Im so inlove.
Insanely inlove
...............
..................
And i also deicided to start studying reinkarnation, wiccan, astrologi, and tarot. I mean, i NEED something to get my poor slow brain working activly again, Im not saying its so slow im gonna quit the hash. LOL!!! NO WAY!!!
Gonna like, enjoy life, enjoy the little things, and the great things, and the bad things, cus without the bad things, i wouldnt know what the good ones were, so i gotta learn to apritiate them aswell, but not in a desrtructive way.
Yeah this weekend really made me think. And i love it, its been ages since i though this much. I love it.
She's very knowledgeable about Wiccan things. In fact I'll go message her and tell her you're interested in learning about it. She really knows her stuff!
I'm glad to hear you're happy. And I hope the Blood Pressure thing can be fixed.
xoxo