It all just seems so fucking meaningless at the moment, i mean, i know its not
cus like, yeah...
but im feeling really bad, and i cant even be botherd getting into what happend at the hospitals i went to in Sweden. I didnt get any help. Apperently, the doctors in sweden are used to so good hash, that if u smoke it, youre high 2 days aferwards.
So, they just thought i was too high to get any help. HIGH. Cus i said i got stoned 2 days earlier.
RETARDED MORONS.
So i just left and slammed the door in the doctors face while i was on the phone with my boyfriend.
THEN. (I guess i am telling u about it anyways) My mum calls them to ask them what the fuck theyre upto, and theyre fucking telling her, who had no clue i was smoking hash that my drugtest was positive.
So yeah. She just said, well if she hurts herself, its ur fucking responisbility.
And then the doctors apperently got WORRIED about my mental health and asked if they should send the cops after me and get me back?? WTF!!
Wouldnnt it be easier just not to be such a fucking retard in the first place n just treat people like people n not like idunno... so thats HOPEFULLY the last time i have ANYTHING with those fucking retarded idiots to do.
Yeah, so anyways. Back in copenhagen. feeling extremly ugly. starting a diet. AGAIN. See how many hours this one will last cus im such a fucking loser i cant speak english so i dont know the word for it.
but yeah, ill prolly screw it up and ill become even fatter and uglier and uglier and fatter.
whatfuckingever.
cus like, yeah...
but im feeling really bad, and i cant even be botherd getting into what happend at the hospitals i went to in Sweden. I didnt get any help. Apperently, the doctors in sweden are used to so good hash, that if u smoke it, youre high 2 days aferwards.
So, they just thought i was too high to get any help. HIGH. Cus i said i got stoned 2 days earlier.
RETARDED MORONS.
So i just left and slammed the door in the doctors face while i was on the phone with my boyfriend.
THEN. (I guess i am telling u about it anyways) My mum calls them to ask them what the fuck theyre upto, and theyre fucking telling her, who had no clue i was smoking hash that my drugtest was positive.
So yeah. She just said, well if she hurts herself, its ur fucking responisbility.
And then the doctors apperently got WORRIED about my mental health and asked if they should send the cops after me and get me back?? WTF!!
Wouldnnt it be easier just not to be such a fucking retard in the first place n just treat people like people n not like idunno... so thats HOPEFULLY the last time i have ANYTHING with those fucking retarded idiots to do.
Yeah, so anyways. Back in copenhagen. feeling extremly ugly. starting a diet. AGAIN. See how many hours this one will last cus im such a fucking loser i cant speak english so i dont know the word for it.
but yeah, ill prolly screw it up and ill become even fatter and uglier and uglier and fatter.
whatfuckingever.
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Good luck hon.
xoxo
Men Betty, du er ikke stygg. Ikke tro det om deg selv. Se heller p alle bildene du har tatt av deg selv. Du er faktisk utrolig fotogen, dessuten har jeg sett deg i virkeligheten ogs, s jeg vet hva jeg snakker om.