So i reccon i could well be in.
Well... hello lovies.
Hows it goin?
Im back in sweden and is prolly gonna stay too... Idunno, but i miss mah boy so fuckin much.
And is so scared he'll leave me... Im kinda convinced that he will.. Cus ima mess. I just... cant take this anymore and is prolly gonna get admitted soon. Dreams are haunting me at daytime, im paranoid easily irritated, starts to cry pretty much all the time... Dont wanna go out. Idunno. I just wanna break down n die.
Yes its really alot right now, like all money i might be given. And uum,... my friends arent doin that good either, so idunno. Ahh one good thing tho, or two, got carnivale season 2 and a pink fake furr jacket on the mail today ^^
Heres a pic with me wearing it,. but its just a webcam pic since my USB cable is still in Norway.
Well... hello lovies.
Hows it goin?
Im back in sweden and is prolly gonna stay too... Idunno, but i miss mah boy so fuckin much.
And is so scared he'll leave me... Im kinda convinced that he will.. Cus ima mess. I just... cant take this anymore and is prolly gonna get admitted soon. Dreams are haunting me at daytime, im paranoid easily irritated, starts to cry pretty much all the time... Dont wanna go out. Idunno. I just wanna break down n die.
Yes its really alot right now, like all money i might be given. And uum,... my friends arent doin that good either, so idunno. Ahh one good thing tho, or two, got carnivale season 2 and a pink fake furr jacket on the mail today ^^
Heres a pic with me wearing it,. but its just a webcam pic since my USB cable is still in Norway.


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deathbyopus:
nice pic 

ta2dmom:
Oh honey, your boy loves you. I don't think he's leaving anytime soon. I do think you should be in Norway with him. You seem to do a bit better when you're with him. I hope you're feeling better soon. I wish I was there to hug you ((((((((((hugs)))))))))) < that'll have to do! xoxo

