Hello dears!
Sittin here, listing to Dusty Springfield and smoking cheap cigarettes at my boys parents place.
Ive looked for some apartments today and found quite a few i really liked so now i should go to bed so that my boy can apply for them haha. So that im not occupying the pooter, but im just gonna give you a update first.
Im kinda homeless at the moment, i canceld my room at the madhouse, and i dont wanna live at my mums place, so its really kind of important that we find an apartment soon... And that i can build a safety net in norway, with a doctor, a therapeut, and other boring stuff, and i should prolly get myself a norweigian isurance as well. And bankaccount. And maybe an norweigian IDcard? Idunno...
I kinda lose my mind every now and then and keep thinkin "WTF HAVE I DONE???; I LEFT ALL THAT???" But then I calmn myself down and tell myself, that thats the least i can do for him. And its not like... Im never ever gonna see my freinds again, surely, I'd feel a bit safer in sweden, where i have my freinds and I know the hospitals, and i know the city, and the city knows me. and stuff, and afterall.... I'd say I prefer Amfetamine-junkies instead of all those heroine junkies all over oslos steets, but as i tried to explain on my "goodbye Gothenburg"- evening, the amfetamine-junkies are kinda all around me, my freinds, not just someone on the street ill forget about the next minute. So, on second thoughts.... No, i cant chose anyone to prefer, i prefer the POTHEADS like myself
However... Now a little explanation to all of you, and myself,who wonders, how can i leave my loved ones, my therapy, my life, behind for someone whos been my boyfreind for... umm... 2months, 2 weeks and 3 days or something like it? Well. The explanation is simple really. about 6-7 years ago, i deicided hes the man im gonna marry, he IS my perfect match. And with every other guy ive been with, i ALWAYS said, "right now, at THIS MOMENT, i feel like.... bla bla bla" but with him, I can honestly skip that bullshit and just say, I LOVE YOU, I ALWAYS WILL, AND I WANNA SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU, YOU ROCK MY SOCKS.
And lol, now that i got all hooked on my boy and cant go fuck him cus im in my period, ill post a hell lotta pics of us instead.
Sittin here, listing to Dusty Springfield and smoking cheap cigarettes at my boys parents place.
Ive looked for some apartments today and found quite a few i really liked so now i should go to bed so that my boy can apply for them haha. So that im not occupying the pooter, but im just gonna give you a update first.
Im kinda homeless at the moment, i canceld my room at the madhouse, and i dont wanna live at my mums place, so its really kind of important that we find an apartment soon... And that i can build a safety net in norway, with a doctor, a therapeut, and other boring stuff, and i should prolly get myself a norweigian isurance as well. And bankaccount. And maybe an norweigian IDcard? Idunno...
I kinda lose my mind every now and then and keep thinkin "WTF HAVE I DONE???; I LEFT ALL THAT???" But then I calmn myself down and tell myself, that thats the least i can do for him. And its not like... Im never ever gonna see my freinds again, surely, I'd feel a bit safer in sweden, where i have my freinds and I know the hospitals, and i know the city, and the city knows me. and stuff, and afterall.... I'd say I prefer Amfetamine-junkies instead of all those heroine junkies all over oslos steets, but as i tried to explain on my "goodbye Gothenburg"- evening, the amfetamine-junkies are kinda all around me, my freinds, not just someone on the street ill forget about the next minute. So, on second thoughts.... No, i cant chose anyone to prefer, i prefer the POTHEADS like myself
However... Now a little explanation to all of you, and myself,who wonders, how can i leave my loved ones, my therapy, my life, behind for someone whos been my boyfreind for... umm... 2months, 2 weeks and 3 days or something like it? Well. The explanation is simple really. about 6-7 years ago, i deicided hes the man im gonna marry, he IS my perfect match. And with every other guy ive been with, i ALWAYS said, "right now, at THIS MOMENT, i feel like.... bla bla bla" but with him, I can honestly skip that bullshit and just say, I LOVE YOU, I ALWAYS WILL, AND I WANNA SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU, YOU ROCK MY SOCKS.
And lol, now that i got all hooked on my boy and cant go fuck him cus im in my period, ill post a hell lotta pics of us instead.
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frolleinsuzy:
I cross my fingers for you and wish you luck, sweetie. Cool pics 
silveronthetree:
That all sounds good!