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Sunday Jun 18, 2006

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I hurt myself today. And i have a feeling im gonna do alot more of that. I cant help thinkin whata bad girlfriend i am. How useless i am. How stupid i am. So i just cut.
And weird things are taking me over and pushing me over the edge. I can feel insanity becoming my reality again. I can feel the bad stuff taking over me.
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silveronthetree:
Mate, sorry to read this today.

You know you are not useless and you can`t do this all on your own. You need a bit of help, weather it be from friends or someone more proffesional.

I hate to think of you so low.

You have a choice now.

What will you choose?

Believe me the cutting solves nothing, just allows you to go to a place where nobody can help. Eventually it may leave you completely disconnected and alone.

Is that what you want?

You do have a choice. Maybe its time to put you hand up and say `I`m not doing well`.

Hope you can find the courage.

Love to you and as always if you wanna talk more privately let me know
Jun 18, 2006
dolly:
hey baby! youre NOT a bad girlfriend but you have to stop that hurting you know! i love you more than life itself, i wont let you do bad things to yourself....come stay with me for a while or something! take care of yourself and call me WHENEVER! love you dalring. kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
Jun 18, 2006

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