17.05.06.How bizzar.
So... I had to go to the hospital today to work against a nervous breakdown. so i sat there for 3 hours, and all i got "Hey, take these sedatives you've allready got well plenty of at home and go home n try n get some sleep" So, its now 2 am, and, no, im not sleeping.
I have so much on my mind. Like the whole thing with my dad. How he can actually treat his own daughter like his been treating me and hold his head up. A S S H O L E
And the whole... moving to norway thing is driving me insane. So many things to find out befor moving. And we havent even started looking for apartments yet, were just basicly checkin out my possibilitys for moving in general.
And Mirtzu is such a doll n tries to look things up for me i really <3 her!!! Shes so adorable!
Well, i guess i really should take my sleepingpills n go to bed, ehh? Talk to you tomorrow. ZzzzZZzzZZzzz
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Hello lovies!!
I've had a good n bad weekend. Good cus my boy is here in gbg with me n thats lovely, bad cus im my fucked up borderline me with my fucking issues all over.
I've deicided to break up with my dad, if not forever atleast for a while, cus hes making me feel so bad, he dont even say hi to me when we're on like family dinner thingys, like yesterday, and TOTALLY ignored my bf, and when he left i had like a breakdown and i started crying and i was soo upset n my mum just told me what shes been telling me for years but it was like the first time i ever heard it... That you dont have to keep people who treats you like shit in your life, not even your dad. My mother is a wise woman.
So. Yeah. I feel like shit, but it is kinda relieving, like if you've been abused for years but you loved the abuser, and then you deicide to break up, and youre gonna miss the good times, but u sure as hell wont miss the abuse.
Anyways...
I went blonde, pinkish kinda... N heres some pics from my weekend.
Me n my lovely SaraMy, who describes our friendship as "it kinda feels like we've been in the same uterus"
Me eating skittles 7am after a long night out... i look kindof retarded.
I did some art... haha.. If one can call photoshoping pix for 3 minutes doing art. But thats the only "art" i can do.
Me and Thea, my brothers daughter, i still dont know how you spell that niece word.
One closeup pic of me and my hangover... in the sunshine, ROCK!
Me and Torkel, my loved one <3
Smoking makes you look sexy.
So... I had to go to the hospital today to work against a nervous breakdown. so i sat there for 3 hours, and all i got "Hey, take these sedatives you've allready got well plenty of at home and go home n try n get some sleep" So, its now 2 am, and, no, im not sleeping.
I have so much on my mind. Like the whole thing with my dad. How he can actually treat his own daughter like his been treating me and hold his head up. A S S H O L E
And the whole... moving to norway thing is driving me insane. So many things to find out befor moving. And we havent even started looking for apartments yet, were just basicly checkin out my possibilitys for moving in general.
And Mirtzu is such a doll n tries to look things up for me i really <3 her!!! Shes so adorable!
Well, i guess i really should take my sleepingpills n go to bed, ehh? Talk to you tomorrow. ZzzzZZzzZZzzz
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Hello lovies!!
I've had a good n bad weekend. Good cus my boy is here in gbg with me n thats lovely, bad cus im my fucked up borderline me with my fucking issues all over.
I've deicided to break up with my dad, if not forever atleast for a while, cus hes making me feel so bad, he dont even say hi to me when we're on like family dinner thingys, like yesterday, and TOTALLY ignored my bf, and when he left i had like a breakdown and i started crying and i was soo upset n my mum just told me what shes been telling me for years but it was like the first time i ever heard it... That you dont have to keep people who treats you like shit in your life, not even your dad. My mother is a wise woman.
So. Yeah. I feel like shit, but it is kinda relieving, like if you've been abused for years but you loved the abuser, and then you deicide to break up, and youre gonna miss the good times, but u sure as hell wont miss the abuse.
Anyways...
I went blonde, pinkish kinda... N heres some pics from my weekend.
Me n my lovely SaraMy, who describes our friendship as "it kinda feels like we've been in the same uterus"
Me eating skittles 7am after a long night out... i look kindof retarded.
I did some art... haha.. If one can call photoshoping pix for 3 minutes doing art. But thats the only "art" i can do.
Me and Thea, my brothers daughter, i still dont know how you spell that niece word.
One closeup pic of me and my hangover... in the sunshine, ROCK!
Me and Torkel, my loved one <3
Smoking makes you look sexy.
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My Dad can be like that too