Soo.... Nope... No pics. Well, i can upload some old ones just for fun 
Back in sweden, starting my new life, fuck this im so sick shit, im gonna get myself a JOB! LMAO!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA, so to practice im gonna get up at the latest 8am everymorning, drink some coffee, have a shower, idunno, maybe eat? Go for a walk? Just get routines i guess....
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Back in sweden, starting my new life, fuck this im so sick shit, im gonna get myself a JOB! LMAO!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA, so to practice im gonna get up at the latest 8am everymorning, drink some coffee, have a shower, idunno, maybe eat? Go for a walk? Just get routines i guess....
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nenia:
meow 
deathbyopus:
hope your still having alot of fun 
Okay, so i think i have time to update now, or, atleast some time. Haha im a busy girl
Im in norway visiting mah boy, and well, i forgot my usb cable, but im goin bck home tomorrow and then ill upload all the pics from my visit. Its pics of me eating cotton candy, and pics of me and my boy and my future...
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Im in norway visiting mah boy, and well, i forgot my usb cable, but im goin bck home tomorrow and then ill upload all the pics from my visit. Its pics of me eating cotton candy, and pics of me and my boy and my future...
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cld:
There's a devil rejects comic!! You're kidding me!!
So looking this up before i go to bed.
So looking this up before i go to bed.
deathbyopus:
sounds like your having a blast! good times, happy times
YAY! Ive got so many new comics to read.
ehh... Soo...idunno, im feeling better i guess, but im still quite messy in my head. But its gettin better.
oops, gotta go be back later for updates
ehh... Soo...idunno, im feeling better i guess, but im still quite messy in my head. But its gettin better.
oops, gotta go be back later for updates
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ta2dmom:
I'm glad that you feel better. Did you have fun with your boy while he was visiting? 
cld:
Ohhh what comic titles?
To prove that im dying?
Weird things happening. Im think im accidentaly on purpuse is trying to crush my head?`This is the third day in a row i find myself crashing my head against the wall. And im all down on sedatives. And high on coffee. And all uglie. Trying desperatly to take cool pics cus some people want me to camwhore, and it has...
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Weird things happening. Im think im accidentaly on purpuse is trying to crush my head?`This is the third day in a row i find myself crashing my head against the wall. And im all down on sedatives. And high on coffee. And all uglie. Trying desperatly to take cool pics cus some people want me to camwhore, and it has...
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ozblacke:
Hey cutie! Wow, I'm a horrid friend! I haven't talked to you in forever! 
You don't hate me do you?
I'm working on a massive package of fun things to send you! Seriously, you're getting a loooooong letter and drawings and CDs and all kinds of fun stuff!
That pic of you with the kitty is sooooo adorable and the pics of you and your boy are super cute!
I hope you get to feeling better soon, sweetie! Take care of yourself *hugs*
You don't hate me do you?
I'm working on a massive package of fun things to send you! Seriously, you're getting a loooooong letter and drawings and CDs and all kinds of fun stuff!
That pic of you with the kitty is sooooo adorable and the pics of you and your boy are super cute!
I hope you get to feeling better soon, sweetie! Take care of yourself *hugs*
frolleinsuzy:
Sweetie, I'm back from Portugal and hope you feel better.
Hello lovies.
I dont know what to do with myself. Should i camwhore? Should i not? Should i do the important stuff? Should i not? Should i clean my room? Am i going to Oslo tomorrow? Where is fredrikke at`? I think Ill call her up later. Havent seen her online in quite a while. Why is my head being all weird? Why cant i...
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I dont know what to do with myself. Should i camwhore? Should i not? Should i do the important stuff? Should i not? Should i clean my room? Am i going to Oslo tomorrow? Where is fredrikke at`? I think Ill call her up later. Havent seen her online in quite a while. Why is my head being all weird? Why cant i...
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silveronthetree:
I think you should cam whore
You body is just fine
Keep well
You body is just fine
Keep well
ta2dmom:
Awww you and your man are so cute. Go surf the moon with him! Then, on to camera whoring! We always love new pix of Betty!
ahh.... sweet hangover. And the angst. My memories from yesterday is weak.
Appernetly i crushed a glassbottle and was gonna cut myself, and my forhead hurts so im guessing i banged my head in the wall or something. I think i tried to run away too. So, ill give up alcohol for a month or so. Poor baby to see those uglie sides of me....
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Appernetly i crushed a glassbottle and was gonna cut myself, and my forhead hurts so im guessing i banged my head in the wall or something. I think i tried to run away too. So, ill give up alcohol for a month or so. Poor baby to see those uglie sides of me....
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helena:
im gonna give up alcohol for a bit too, ive been getting ridiculous.
xoxoxoxox
xoxoxoxox
deathbyopus:
maybe your forehead hurts from all that crazy sex
Hello lovies.
Can anyone tell me how to find the new msgs? Cus like it says i got 6 new messages but i cant find the new ones. So if u send me a pmsg im sorry, but i just cant find it. Its not that im ignoreing you. lol.
So... Dont have much to say actually... Its midsummer today, and we've got alcohol. But...
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Can anyone tell me how to find the new msgs? Cus like it says i got 6 new messages but i cant find the new ones. So if u send me a pmsg im sorry, but i just cant find it. Its not that im ignoreing you. lol.
So... Dont have much to say actually... Its midsummer today, and we've got alcohol. But...
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ta2dmom:
I'm glad you're sounding a lot better. As for the Private messages, just click "Home" right under where you log in and it'll take you to your "inbox" good luck finding all this stuff. I'm still finding my way around here too. IM is the same as msn it means Instant Message.
Thanks for all your support, i didnt answer cus i feelt redicilous.
The shame that overwhelmed me once the blood dried, was too much.
I feel better now, altho, i regret it soo much. having a Lost Marathon with my boy, its not nearly as good as carnivale, but pretty exciting.
I got a new cam today. A new toy. Im on loove
The shame that overwhelmed me once the blood dried, was too much.
I feel better now, altho, i regret it soo much. having a Lost Marathon with my boy, its not nearly as good as carnivale, but pretty exciting.
I got a new cam today. A new toy. Im on loove
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deathbyopus:
and a web cam, fun to ensue
and a web cam, fun to ensue
2low:
i finally checkout one of your sets. and WOW you miss are stunning. cant wait to see another 
I hurt myself today. And i have a feeling im gonna do alot more of that. I cant help thinkin whata bad girlfriend i am. How useless i am. How stupid i am. So i just cut.
And weird things are taking me over and pushing me over the edge. I can feel insanity becoming my reality again. I can feel the bad stuff taking...
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And weird things are taking me over and pushing me over the edge. I can feel insanity becoming my reality again. I can feel the bad stuff taking...
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silveronthetree:
Mate, sorry to read this today.
You know you are not useless and you can`t do this all on your own. You need a bit of help, weather it be from friends or someone more proffesional.
I hate to think of you so low.
You have a choice now.
What will you choose?
Believe me the cutting solves nothing, just allows you to go to a place where nobody can help. Eventually it may leave you completely disconnected and alone.
Is that what you want?
You do have a choice. Maybe its time to put you hand up and say `I`m not doing well`.
Hope you can find the courage.
Love to you and as always if you wanna talk more privately let me know
You know you are not useless and you can`t do this all on your own. You need a bit of help, weather it be from friends or someone more proffesional.
I hate to think of you so low.
You have a choice now.
What will you choose?
Believe me the cutting solves nothing, just allows you to go to a place where nobody can help. Eventually it may leave you completely disconnected and alone.
Is that what you want?
You do have a choice. Maybe its time to put you hand up and say `I`m not doing well`.
Hope you can find the courage.
Love to you and as always if you wanna talk more privately let me know
dolly:
hey baby! youre NOT a bad girlfriend but you have to stop that hurting you know! i love you more than life itself, i wont let you do bad things to yourself....come stay with me for a while or something! take care of yourself and call me WHENEVER! love you dalring.
Uuuhhh.... Voices and stuff has started to come back, i hear things thats not really there.
theyre telling me stuff i dont wanna hear. Makes me cry...
theyre telling me stuff i dont wanna hear. Makes me cry...
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helena:
im sorry babe.
hang in there.
xoxo
hang in there.
xoxo
ta2dmom:
Good luck hon. I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. Is there anyone that can help?
Good evening.
My love is here in town, and its lovely.
We've been partying a bit maybe too much though. But hey man its cool.
Gonna either go to the amusementpark or go out drinking. We'll see... I think we'll have more fun at the amusementpark.
My love is here in town, and its lovely.
We've been partying a bit maybe too much though. But hey man its cool.
Gonna either go to the amusementpark or go out drinking. We'll see... I think we'll have more fun at the amusementpark.
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punknitemike:
have fun!!!
deathbyopus:
have tons of fun