bettyann

I hope you had a happy valentines day too.

mine was ok. no one to be my valentine, but that's the way I wanted it. lol less shit to deal with. I guess I'm still looking at things that way since my divorce, even though it's been over 2 years now. Less shit to deal with by not having a relationship with anyone.

I miss being close to someone though. You never really think about it till you don't have it. I miss having someone warm sleeping next to me. I miss the touches, cuddles, feelings, and just all the non-verbal shit that comes from being close to someone. I'm not talkin sex either. That's a whole different game all together. Like having your fav. girl curl up on the couch with you, resting her head on your chest, and falling asleep while watchin a movie with ya. That's a lot of little stuff, but that's the kind of shit I miss. The rest I can do without. Hell, I've gone without sex for 2 years now and even the thought makes me kringe. I have to trust someone a hell of a lot to fuck em and the idea of trusting someone that much.. :shudders: yeah... exactly...

N.

[Edited on Feb 19, 2006 7:44AM]

No, thank you so much for the idea, Im soooo glad you told me to watch it. I really liked it, now you have to see Amelie, I think you will like it too.
Breanna recommended Garden State and she was all worried that me and Jamie would hate it. I loved it Jamie hated it. Jamie recommended Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, I loved it Breanna hated it... lol
OOOOH well. OK, well Im outta here. Talk to you later!