bettiekill

hey dudes...

not been having such a great time, im afraid, after another huge weekend. what a fucking damper.


my little kitten ivans been at the vet since mon morning after injuring his rear paw in a car accident that had me and the bf scared he'd just gone somewhere to quietly die. sigh! at least that didnt happen, but the problem seems that he's been unable to urinate since the accident. if he doesnt regain control of the function in the next couple of days, unfortunately, nothing much can be done... so.... pretty depressed, really.

which really sucks.. i had such an awesome weekend... went out in g with dani again and got totally plastered on friday night, popped two halves during the night, got so wasted i have no idea... keep missing huge chunks of the night... but it was damn good... woke up after a few hours sleep and had brunch with my mum, some nice mex food-- mmm.. chicken enchilada-- i was still pretty drunk, mum kept tellling me to stop yelling.
had another couple of hours sleep after that before heading over to dani's and starting the sat night... what a night. fuck it was good. didnt get that hugely drunk, but had 1 and half pills and i was totally gone.. spent the rest of the night hassling my roommate who worked at the place, stroking dani's friend's man stubble, just grinning and shit, totally feeling the love. my jaw still canes from all the teeth grinding.

sigh...!
so now i have no money after putting the deposit down at the vet... i think im gonna pawn my guitar and amp... my dad said he wasnt gonna help me out with the cat, so. damn! gonna have to drag my ass to work hardcore.
everyone cross the fingers for me, will ya?

k....