Today was much better than Tuesday.
I went into Simi Valley for a test, so I had to get up at 5:00am. That was a killer. I am not a morning person. Is anyone? Of course there was an accident on the freeway, so I'm glad I left early. Man, driving into Hollywood every day is going to be a bitch. But I think I will like my new job so hopefully it will be worth it.
My sisters boyfriend has this awesome program on his Mac where he can download other peoples music. (Yeah, I know it's illegal!) I LOVE IT! I finallly got my Beltones songs I was dying for. Last night when I walked my dog I listened to "Weak" like 5 times. I forgot how much I love that song. I also listened to Johnny Cash's version of "Hurt" a bunch of times. And yes, I was slightly depressed.
Sometimes I get on these kicks like, "What is the purpose of life?" "Why bother with it at all?" or "I'm a rotten person and I've screwed up my life." Taking the walk last night helped. We stopped off in the park and I laid down on the bench and just stared at the stars for a good 30 minutes. It was lovely. On the way home I thought "If I'm only 26 and I feel like I'm having a midlife crisis what's it going to be like when I'm 45?"
I think I need to work on getting my life (satisfaction, fullfillment, happiness) in order.
See what being out of work does to you?
I went into Simi Valley for a test, so I had to get up at 5:00am. That was a killer. I am not a morning person. Is anyone? Of course there was an accident on the freeway, so I'm glad I left early. Man, driving into Hollywood every day is going to be a bitch. But I think I will like my new job so hopefully it will be worth it.
My sisters boyfriend has this awesome program on his Mac where he can download other peoples music. (Yeah, I know it's illegal!) I LOVE IT! I finallly got my Beltones songs I was dying for. Last night when I walked my dog I listened to "Weak" like 5 times. I forgot how much I love that song. I also listened to Johnny Cash's version of "Hurt" a bunch of times. And yes, I was slightly depressed.
Sometimes I get on these kicks like, "What is the purpose of life?" "Why bother with it at all?" or "I'm a rotten person and I've screwed up my life." Taking the walk last night helped. We stopped off in the park and I laid down on the bench and just stared at the stars for a good 30 minutes. It was lovely. On the way home I thought "If I'm only 26 and I feel like I'm having a midlife crisis what's it going to be like when I'm 45?"
I think I need to work on getting my life (satisfaction, fullfillment, happiness) in order.
See what being out of work does to you?
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You know I feel like I am having a midlife crises and I am not that old... but you know I think life is just allot mor complicated even then 10 years ago. So like cockroaches we must adapt.... or drink.
I choose drink.
take care