bettejean

i have a really hard day that i have to go through again. because i'm moving out of town and my car died on my i am having to quit my job that i've loved so much. it was a no notice kind of thing to. so today is my last day and then i pick up my things and move out of my apartment that has had no power since monday and i head out of town to "the country". i'll be back with my boyfriend's parents, there aren't any jobs out there so i will be getting creative. his mom is a very gifted artist with a studio in her basement, so i'm eager to learn somethings from her and create some good things. hopefully things ya'll would want to buy
i don't do well with sudden changes out of my hand so my anxiety is fucked up. i get sick practically every morning and i'm pretty much having to cut weed out because of where i'm living. the place is beautiful and the family is great so i am in the best situation for my state of mind. my dad will be able to help me with a car in the fall and then i can go back to real jobs. until then i guess you guys will be seeing a whole lot more of me cuz i got the time now!