betsyjane

I'm a freeeking crazy person. I didn't get enogh sleep yesterday or the dayt before or whenever the heck that was and I want to work barely awake like a beat up zombiegirl (and not in a hot way). And now I HAVEN'T SLEPT SINCE. I stayed up all night - for no fucking reason. doing nothing. bullshit. fuck.
I have to go to work again now. no sleep. no reason. I'm gonna die. But I'm not. Its just gonna suck. And its gonna suck for no logical reason. I don't get it. WHat the hell is wrong with me. fuck.