It's midsummer, something we celebrate in Sweden, and I didn't do much. Went to the amusement park with my boyfriend, but I started feeling totally depressed. I think it's my new meds; Lamotrigin. I hope they will soon make me feel better instead of worse. I was ment to do a photo shoot on monday but I am to depressed to handle it so I...
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Today I went to the eating disorder meeting and it went well. They were very nice and the treatment, starts in august, seems to be good aswell. I am glad that I finally will get some treatment, although I should have gotten it ten years ago or something. But it's great anyway. of course I'm a bit nervous, but well, whatever.
I decided today that...
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aspasia:
I'm glad your meeting went well. 
aspasia:
I've never actually found group therapy to be helpful; or therapy in general. The only thing that has helped me is my own fear of dying (like OMFG I'm skinny, eek!).
But I'm glad this is working for you.
But I'm glad this is working for you.
God, I'm bored. Anyone like to chat or something?
Well, I tried the chatroom but it only made me feel stupid.
Well, I tried the chatroom but it only made me feel stupid.
sensoryoverload:
Yeah, that chatroom is a bit out of wack and I dont know why. 
kandyk:
hey lady,
thanx for your comment...i applied to b an SG but then had a change of heart...im kinda happy with my little profile!
hows your weekend going?
x
thanx for your comment...i applied to b an SG but then had a change of heart...im kinda happy with my little profile!
hows your weekend going?
x
myrtle1:
Your body is most definatly perfect, that picture proves it beyond a shadow of a doubt. Your hair looks lovely long, but you rock the short blond look even more. 
blyddyn:
Yeah, it is fun - mind you, I've been doing it a long time - one of the standing jokes in the Freier Haufe is, if youwant to know something historical, ask Blyddyn, he was there the first time around ....
the_deacon:
nice leapord print! 
gujsel:
hi my sweety friend very gorgeus ....your jeans ...like you ..can i have a lollipop?kisses and have a nice nice days 
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blyddyn:
Can look good ? Hell, you DO look good, Isolde !
gujsel:
oh my darling how are yoou ....always sweety ....you old look is very very gorgeus...and your life is very very important ...kisses my dear and nice days
Today I had my job interview. I don't think I got it.
Today I saw a crazy person who tried to burn up the square, or what's it called, in the middle of the city. He poured out lots of gasoline and tried to light a torch. We called the police and they came and took him away.
Oh, too bad I didn't get the...
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Today I saw a crazy person who tried to burn up the square, or what's it called, in the middle of the city. He poured out lots of gasoline and tried to light a torch. We called the police and they came and took him away.
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blyddyn:
That's not too good about the job, but don't feel too bad about it . after all, it's not the last job on the planet - there will be others, I'm sure of it.
the_deacon:
Good luck on the job...that guy sounds like many of my patients!
I have an appointment with my psychiatrist soon and I don't feel like going. I would like to sleep instead. I went out shopping this morning and now I'm so tired. Have to talk thing over with her though. One thing is that I've got a job interview and my doctors don't want me to work yet. They say I'm still to crazy, but I...
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veganzombie:
thanks for the encouragement on quitting smoking.
This guy just won't allow it!