Tuesday Apr 25, 2006

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Had a bad night so I scratched myself til I started bleeding. Its just the angst over that I can't have things in my past undone.

It wasn't too smart. My arm looks awful.

I have fallen in love with Manko at SG. She's just the best!
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the_deacon:
I love your new profile pic...don't scratch yourself sweetheart...scars last forever...inner scars heal with time. Just be patient! It sounds easier than it is done...but learn to talk when you get those urges! Take Care!!
mr_rick:
i guess i made that sound more shallow that it should have. im just partial to dark, short hair. it really accents your eyes and face. makes you more stunningly beautiful than you already were. hope things are looking up for you, things do get better, although for me it seems like it takes forever, but it does.

ARRR!!!

Monday Apr 24, 2006

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I have updated with some new photos of myself in black hair. The blonde is gone, for a while at least that is.

My camera ran out of batteries, so I couldn't take more pictures. I really should have some pro taking photographs of me. It was cancelled after SG didn't want my first set, but maybe I should do a set for later on...
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honsolo:
no worries thats just me having a thing for black hair but thanks about the bike its all in once peace now wink
the_deacon:
I think you should try and set up another session with a Pro...you look really great! biggrin

Friday Apr 21, 2006

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I think I have a fever but I want to party tonight!

Dollys set is up and it's great! She's just so pretty!

Maybe we'll go to Sticky Fingers tonight, me, Jonny, Jonas and Steffo. I hope it'll be fun.

I really need some fun right now.
Tomorrow it's karaokenight.
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the_deacon:
Hope you had a fun night..enjoy yourself! biggrin
shaunie:
hope you had a fun weekend! kiss

Thursday Apr 20, 2006

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One of my friends, called handsome-Jonny, is visiting. Right now I don't know where he is, but maybe we'll go out later on.

I have printed out two extra copies of "The Daycare Center". I hope it will be a success ^_^ when I send it in.

I would like to put up some new photos soon. But I haven't been well. i'm sorry, darlings.

Tuesday Apr 18, 2006

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I have started eating again. I'm kind of depressed, so I get like that from time to time. I don't really know what to do about it but anyway I have decided to not call myself fat anymore. It's just negative and doesn't help at all. I don't want to be depressed anorexic anymore anyway. I want to be healthy and be responsible when it...
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the_deacon:
I suffer depression as well...develope a routine and keep the mind occupied. That is what I have done many a times and it helps. You are already thinking positive and that is the best way to begin...You look great! smile

Saturday Apr 15, 2006

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Ok, I have become fat. or am becoming fat, and it has to end!

From today I won't eat anything until I weigh 51 kilos again. I'm almost at 60 kg now. It's terrible.

God, I'm in a bad mood. And I have a cold.
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sten_sture:
Klart det r svrt att slppa viktifixering om man har haft problem med det. Ett viktigt frsta steg r vl att bli medveten om att det r farligt och ohlsosamt att fokusera p sin vikt och brja med det. kiss
armadillofuzz:
i think yr fine. wink

Wednesday Apr 12, 2006

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I'm finnished with my book "Daghemmet" or "The Daycare Center" as it maybe would be called in english. Tomorrow I have another date with Candylove. Looking forward to it.

Today I have a fat day. I don't know what I've been eating, but something has surely made me look all swollen. maybe not what you'd like to hear, but it sure make my boobs look...
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crashride:
hmm if I had a new job where i made enough money things would be different haha....hmmm dont know of any other ways... frown
the_deacon:
Well thanks for liking me.... blush
You're pretty cool as well gal! wink Glad the appointment went well...Keep positive...and stay Sweet! biggrin

Monday Apr 10, 2006

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There are some new pictures in the feet- and skirt-folder. Maybe you've seen some of them before, but some are new.

Today I have an appointment with my psychiatrist. I really don't want to, but I've been kind of confused last week so it's probably a good idea to go there.

One of my "friends" said to other people that she thinks I am some...
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malard:
I checked your new pics!
gorgeous! love them!

u should do that more often.
uau!
the_deacon:
Good luck on the appointment...still enjoying your pictures! They are great! wink

Sunday Apr 09, 2006

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The party was ok, but I was like the only one who got drunk at all. She liked the Hello Kitty-mirror I gave her. Good. Bur I forgot my camera, so no new photos today. I'm waiting for my boyfriend to get ready so we can go out for a walk. This isn't much of a journal update, I'm just so bored I have to...
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the_deacon:
U gotta remember to always keep that camera handy so you can update with pics as well...I am a photo junky with my cameras...thousands of senseless pics.... smile

Saturday Apr 08, 2006

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met up with Dolly from SG the other day and had a small party. We had quite fun, I think!

With all the EEG and everything done (I don't have the results yet) I have to party some more. On my way to a friend who has a birthday. I prepered a Birthdaypresent for her, but now I think that HE is the one who...
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