betsy_maid

Now I've been to my first real photo shoot and it went well. I will put up some pics here later, I guess. He (the photographer) was very nice but I still felt nervous. Now I feel more nervous than before because I'm afraid what my boyfriend will think about all this, that I took my clothes off in front of another man. Not all clothes though, but anyway. The pictures were kinda sexy. I think I'll have to talk to him tonight. But it's strange, in one way I feel like I should be able to do almost what I want with my body, but I still feel sometimes that I'm like a little girl and can't do sexy stuff. I guess it's just because my brain is kinda fucked up when it comes to sex sometimes.

Well, I had a nice time anyway.