I feel so fucking depressed I don't know what to do. I hope there's someone out there who can help me. I don't know what I want or who I am. I feel so depressed and like killing myself. I feel so trapped and I should just be happy. I'm afraid that my boyfrined doesn't love me anymore and that makes me feel like I want to die.
My medication makes me feel numb and uninteresting. I want to be my self again. I don't dare to quit my medication because I'm afraid I will get unwell again and I don't know what to do!!!
Tomorrow I'm seeing a friend. I hope it will be fun and that I'm over my depression. I really feel like crap, and like twenty people have lately told me that I'm ugly and that doesn't really help either.
God help me. I feel so bad. I just want to die. I don't know what to do. I feel so unhappy. What should I do???
My medication makes me feel numb and uninteresting. I want to be my self again. I don't dare to quit my medication because I'm afraid I will get unwell again and I don't know what to do!!!
Tomorrow I'm seeing a friend. I hope it will be fun and that I'm over my depression. I really feel like crap, and like twenty people have lately told me that I'm ugly and that doesn't really help either.
God help me. I feel so bad. I just want to die. I don't know what to do. I feel so unhappy. What should I do???
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the_deacon:
Keep on the meds, give them a chance...keep your head up. Get out and away from staying penned up inside...keep the mind occupied! 
jenya:
just checking in to see how you are