I didn't go to the meeting I had the other day. I didn't feel like it at all. I slept two days instead.
Today I feel all hysterical! I think I took my meds the wrong way or something. I just can't sit still! I feel like I would be on speed or something. i don't know what's wrong! IIIIIIII!!!!!
My rabbit Tweek is jumping...
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Today I feel all hysterical! I think I took my meds the wrong way or something. I just can't sit still! I feel like I would be on speed or something. i don't know what's wrong! IIIIIIII!!!!!
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beautiful_chaos:
I have a bunny tooo!!! unfortunately you're too far away to play with, or the bunnies and us could get together!
beautiful_chaos:
When I was in the hospital a few years back, doctors thought I was bi-polar and decided to put me on lithium...then they decided I wasn't... so I am really not sure 
Tomorrow I have to go to a new psyciatrist, a man this time, about my eating disorders. I really don't want to. When I am at an anorexia/bulimia-clinic it feels like I have to compete with the anorectics and it feels like they all want me to be anorexic or at least bulimic, and it feels like I cannot do anything else but be what...
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honsolo:
well your doing what you feel is right. that always accounts for a lot
the_deacon:
You just need to build up the confidence to know you look and feel awesome no matter your wait...that is the key. It is all a mind-set. You need to be comfortable with yourself in understanding you needn't compete for looks. You need to just get in a comfort zone with yourself and your own body. And distractions and hobbies to occupy your time so you don't focus. Remember, you look great!!!
Today I've been looking for work. I want a job and I want it now! I've sent in applications to EB Games and Cherry Casino. I hope! I hope! I hope I get it!
I'm so tired of being crazy and poor and out of work. I want to change my life to the better and I want it to change now. I'm glad that...
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I'm so tired of being crazy and poor and out of work. I want to change my life to the better and I want it to change now. I'm glad that...
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shaunie:
good luck with the job hunt!
gujsel:
hi my sweety frind i hope that you find it soon ....GOOD LUCK .....
Yep, new hair again and lots of new pictures!
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gujsel:
hi my sweety friends ...compliments for your new hair...very very beautiful and you gorgeus .....how are you? i hope better ....kisses and huggies ....have a nice day marvellous friend
the_deacon:
Nice to see your taking pics and keeping positive! 
Today I'm happy because all my Hello kitty stuff came! I have a Hello Kitty store, or I will have one soon, and my first stuff came today. About thirty bags and t-shirts, wallets and soft toys! It's all so cute! The website is not ready yet, but I hope it will be soon. As for n I sell things at tradera, it's like the...
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blyddyn:
That's wonderful !
Well, my "diet" isn't going very well. I still eat to much cheese... But it's sooo good!
Well, as I told you earlier I had decided to stop drinking for quite a while, but it's so hard! I'm afraid I might be alcoholic in some way, because it have always seemed so natural to take a drink before lunch, take a drink after dinner and...
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Well, as I told you earlier I had decided to stop drinking for quite a while, but it's so hard! I'm afraid I might be alcoholic in some way, because it have always seemed so natural to take a drink before lunch, take a drink after dinner and...
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gujsel:
hi sweety It would be so sad if you destroyed your life that way.also for we that you we are friends
blyddyn:
Be strong, try and limit your drinking at first, try 1 drink, then a water, or a soft drink - that might help. Drinking with a meal is fine, because the food helps absorb the alcohol, I hope it goes well for you, anyway.
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BWell, what's new? I'm on a diet, because I'm almost fat these days. Or not fat, but I still need to diet. No starvation this time. I still eat. I just eat less bad stuff.
And I've decided to stop drinking. It might sound like not so fun but I have realized that most bad things that happens to me happens when alcohol is involved....
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And I've decided to stop drinking. It might sound like not so fun but I have realized that most bad things that happens to me happens when alcohol is involved....
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the_deacon:
Don't call it a diet...just think of it as a "lifestyle change"...something long term. Eat healthy....enjoy the true virtues of life. I try and eat healthy and exercise...then you can occasionally splurge in the lifestyle and enjoy those periodic lapses!
gujsel:
compliment sweety ...for your new lifestale....is a very importat chosen......for your life....kisss :kiss i'm glad for this......
I feel much better now. Well, now I'm just a bit drunk, but I have felt much better the last few days. Think we're going out tonight. It'll be fun! And I can still drink, because I haven't started taking the Lithium yet.
It feels like everything is so wonderful! And I love this site and all support you have shown me when I felt...
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It feels like everything is so wonderful! And I love this site and all support you have shown me when I felt...
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kyra:
Thank you for your comment on my set!
blyddyn:
It's great that you are feeling better in yourself, and this site is the best ! One big support group.
Well, today I feel like crap again. the doctor says I'm manic-depressive and should try lithium, but I don't know if i should. I already take fluoxetine and abilify (and stesolid and propavan) and now I drink lots of wine too. I'm a mess, totally, and I don't know how to solve this. Maybe I should trust my doctor and begin taking lithium then, when...
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the_deacon:
Lithium and alcohol don't mix well....chin up and take care of yourself!
gujsel:
hi sweety ....is a dangerous mix .....for you....kisses and huggies
I started taking 100 mg of my Fluoxetin instead of the usual 80 mg my doctor tells me I should take, and it makes me feel so much better, but a bit hysterical. I don't know what to do. I have so much energy!
Went to my neighbour Jonas, who I had ordered some t-shirts from (brand Suicide Glam). I didn't know we were neighbours...
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Went to my neighbour Jonas, who I had ordered some t-shirts from (brand Suicide Glam). I didn't know we were neighbours...
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tattoo_my_heart:
hi
the absinthes i was drinking were like 70 percent alcohol so it has a bit of a kick to it. but absinthe also has a drug called thujon in it. which is what artists, poets, musicians, and so on used to drink for inspiration and creativity. it's a totally different effect than getting drunk. i really loved it.
XXX
the absinthes i was drinking were like 70 percent alcohol so it has a bit of a kick to it. but absinthe also has a drug called thujon in it. which is what artists, poets, musicians, and so on used to drink for inspiration and creativity. it's a totally different effect than getting drunk. i really loved it.
XXX
blyddyn:
Isolde, yeah, no problemo - but how do I get it to you ?
Gaaah! I can't sleep. I've read Hare Krishna-books and played Xenosaga for hours. Now I have to sleep. I have to! Or maybe I'll just make some coffee.
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the_deacon:
I like to drink coca-cola...I can drink a bottle and go straight to bed I am so addicted to it anymore...
Was to the psychiatrist yesterday. Got my results of the CT and EEG. I have nothing wrong with my brain, it seems. And that's a relief, I guess, but in a way I had hoped that they would find something, so they could cure me easily, but I should just be happy that nothing's wrong, of course.
I can't wait to do a set for...
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