Now I will stay off the internet for a while. I feel like crap, so I have to take a break. Se you in a couple of weeks, I guess. Bye
_panda_:
you should stay off the internet and spend more time on me.
Oops. so I started smoking again. or well, at least today. I just had to have a cigarette or five. Tonight I'm going out with a friend to a concert with some band called Cirkus Maximus. I don't know who they are at all, but I want to go out anyway.
Listening to Nico, drinking cider from a champagneglass, pretending that I'm rich. I feel...
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aspasia:
I love Nico. Perfect.
aspasia:
Yup, they're pretty great.
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the_deacon:
Myspace breeds corruption.... 
Seriously...I understand why so many people use myspace and even I threw together a rough myspace account to promote my website but I won't elaborate or even keep up with it....I just can't stand it. SG rules compared with Tom's creation...and Tom isn't my friend!
Seriously...I understand why so many people use myspace and even I threw together a rough myspace account to promote my website but I won't elaborate or even keep up with it....I just can't stand it. SG rules compared with Tom's creation...and Tom isn't my friend!
the_deacon:
Corruption...not literally...just joking there! sorry bout that... 
I don't like myspace because I don't think people are really guenuine on there...they tend to build themselves up to be what they are not...I have no doubt it happens here as well but I think this is different. People are a little more free to be themselves and have fun...that's what it is all about! You should have no fears in using it... 
I don't like myspace because I don't think people are really guenuine on there...they tend to build themselves up to be what they are not...I have no doubt it happens here as well but I think this is different. People are a little more free to be themselves and have fun...that's what it is all about! You should have no fears in using it... VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
catholicskin:
i love you for this!!!
I'm a bit pissed off, because I have, of course, started gaining weight and I don't know why. A girl told me that it's just the age. When you're almost twenty-seven one can't eat everything like I could when I was a teenager, or if I ever could. I've been anorexic most of my life, but I could eat much more then than I can...
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aspasia:
I hear you on the weight thing. Although I know having a BMI of ~14 is unhealthy, I still can't get used to my new ~17BMI body.
What is your book about?
What is your book about?
aspasia:
Be careful.
I'm back now! I have been to my parents and to Finland and we went to a zoo and saw polar bears and everything. It was so great, but of course I missed Gothenburg and internet, so I'm glad to be back. It's a twenty hour trip up to my parents so I'm still a bit tired from the trip. My boyfriend gave me "We...
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gujsel:
hi my darling friend why a crazy lesbian...? i think also without to see them that the hair are beautifulst ...like you returned well here ...and many many many kisses 
gujsel:
thx for your comment darling
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kursed:
Have fun at your folks, doll. And yeah, rabbits pretty much rule. Except the hundreds of brown-berries they leave you every day. 
>j<
>j<
the_deacon:
Pets Rule! Hope your trip is good!
I am thinking about going to my parents for a week or so. I really miss them.
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aspasia:
This summer has largely happened. There was a trip to Toronto, then a trip to the West Coast of Canada (there's photos of both in my blog). I think the rest of the summer is about getting better, maybe going to the lake, and maybe, just maybe landing some sort of housesitting gig that will get me out of the suburbs.
I'm a bit hysterical after drinking too much coffee. I have new hair and it didn't turn out as goood as I had hoped, but it's ok. I have been thinking a lot about my future as a tattoo artist, and it relly seems like a good idea. I just hope I can be an apprentice somewhere. In a small town maybe there would be...
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More feeling bad... My guinea pig Nancy and my chinchilla Bella have died from some terrible virus, and I have been so sad. Maybe it's hard to understand, but they ment much to me.
But otherwise I feel much better again. I think my body is starting to get used to the meds. That's great.
But otherwise I feel much better again. I think my body is starting to get used to the meds. That's great.
myrtle1:
I'm so sorry that your guinea pig and chinchilla died 
, I know how much it hurts to lose a pet ( I cried for days when my favorite fish died) but I'm happy that you're feeling much better other than that. 
, I know how much it hurts to lose a pet ( I cried for days when my favorite fish died) but I'm happy that you're feeling much better other than that. 
blyddyn:
I am so sorry that Nancy and Bella have died - is Sid OK though ? I know exactly how you must feel - we've got guinea pigs and degus, and I've found and had to retreive dead pets myself, and it affected me, as well.
On the plus side, it's good that you're feeling better and I hope it continues.
On the plus side, it's good that you're feeling better and I hope it continues.
I think that my new medication is making me numb. it's like I really don't feel anything. It's really scary because it makes me think about killing myself, because there's nothing here I would miss. And I know that's not true, but I can't feel it. I'm very confused.
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the_deacon:
Well...one side effect of every psyche med is "suicidal ideations"...talk to your doc or therapist b4 it progresses!
the_deacon:
What type of animals were they? I have all types now and have had all types over tyme. Some animals die when they lose their mate...I have seen this happen with gerbils and guinea pigs as well. They just pass on with the other...sad but it happens. Sorry for your loss...but I am happy to hear you are better! Check out my animal folder sometime...all my familyl!
It's midsummer, something we celebrate in Sweden, and I didn't do much. Went to the amusement park with my boyfriend, but I started feeling totally depressed. I think it's my new meds; Lamotrigin. I hope they will soon make me feel better instead of worse. I was ment to do a photo shoot on monday but I am to depressed to handle it so I...
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myrtle1:
Hey lady, don't feel bad, look who it is!
This guy just won't allow it!
This guy just won't allow it!
aspasia:
I hear you on the heavily medicated. I'm on cocktail no. 20347. Currently I'm down to 3 medications, but it was as high as 6 for a while.