i apologize for any scares my last entry might have gave, but just f.y.i. i am still going to be gone from SG for a bit..
but id like everyone to know that things are turning out a bit better, i have found out that the girl i love is not forever lost to me... once some stress is off her shoulders, and she is...
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but id like everyone to know that things are turning out a bit better, i have found out that the girl i love is not forever lost to me... once some stress is off her shoulders, and she is...
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obliviousfocus:
well be patient and be strong for her
silveronthetree:
Good luck
Hey everyone, ya'know what.. this is probably my last journal entry...
im sorry, but i think its time for me to go..
this world has given me enough big "fuck you's'
so now its time to say fuck you back.....
Im not sure whats going to happen this coming weekend....
i have a lot of thinking to do.. and maybe even a lot of goodbyes...
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im sorry, but i think its time for me to go..
this world has given me enough big "fuck you's'
so now its time to say fuck you back.....
Im not sure whats going to happen this coming weekend....
i have a lot of thinking to do.. and maybe even a lot of goodbyes...
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silveronthetree:
Farewell
micah:
It was nice knowing you for a short time. I hope you change your mind and come back some day.
Good luck in life's endeavors.
Good luck in life's endeavors.
I Havnt slept since friday
I havnt eaten since Thursday
I wanted to write a journal entry on how i feel.. but it is too hard to just write it.. so i write this poem instead.. using an old poem that i wrote long ago, and continuing it.... there is a small entry at the bottom of this too, incase you dont want to read...
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I havnt eaten since Thursday
I wanted to write a journal entry on how i feel.. but it is too hard to just write it.. so i write this poem instead.. using an old poem that i wrote long ago, and continuing it.... there is a small entry at the bottom of this too, incase you dont want to read...
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obliviousfocus:
then rest if you are tired
some times the soul needs rest
some times the soul needs rest
boo1:
No. we made a deal we were going out on pills & alcohol. And we're only 19, so we cant legally buy alcohol. LOL.
Well, Everything i can do i have done, now i have to sit and wait for time to allow me the satisfaction of finding an answer.. I am never giving up though, not until my last breath, and even then... i shall continue trying as i pass into the next world.. I dont care if this isnt reality.. if it isnt.. then i defy reality......
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socalsk1nhead:
Litter Darkshore with the lifeless bodies of owlbears and furbolgs.
betrayedbyhope:
Believe me, i have been ;o(
i just want too die.
i just lost the only thing in the world that means something too me...
i dont belong here...
i just lost the only thing in the world that means something too me...
i dont belong here...
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obliviousfocus:
well then thats the perfect time to get out a map. look at what you have done wrong you know it is wrong. those are the destinations you have been. you want to change course. whoever fucked up or whatever doesn't matter. what has happened has happened. what matters right now is what you do with what you have.
obliviousfocus:
the last thing i have to say is this. I read your past journals and you talk a lot about your past. The joy an misery of being human is that we are not truly definable. Our past may shape us but it is not us unless we so chose it. Like I said don't focus on the past focus on the future. And unless things are really messed up get your ass over to her and try and talk things out unless you think she needs a few days to sit and cool off. You can say yer defeated or you can keep trying. The choice is yours.
Her...
I've tried my best
And nothing has come
I want to give up
But I continue to run
I've rose to my feet
But I know I will fall
The green light says go
And I continue to stall
Time slowly changes
And leaves me behind
The scars on my soul
Are it's way to remind
Remind me I'm nothing
That I'm faulty and...
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I've tried my best
And nothing has come
I want to give up
But I continue to run
I've rose to my feet
But I know I will fall
The green light says go
And I continue to stall
Time slowly changes
And leaves me behind
The scars on my soul
Are it's way to remind
Remind me I'm nothing
That I'm faulty and...
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obliviousfocus:
You can never be the person you once were. You can only be the person you want yourself to be and the person your other half wants you to be. Stop trying to go to the past, it cannot be done. Move towards your future. That is where you and your girlfriend will exist.
Today has brought me to a strange understanding of myself.. Throughout my life, i have been a hardass, a prick, a person who cares about nothing more then his own foolish idea's.. Love has made me realize how wrong i have been. I realize now that i forget that my way of life has a horrible effect on others.. And so i make a promise...
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silveronthetree:
I`ve realised that I`m on a european server and that there is no way I can play with you guys without buying an american version so I can creat an account with an access key. Ah well. 
obliviousfocus:
i think you are on the way to self actualizing
Happy V-day Everyone!
obliviousfocus:
you too !!!!!!!!!
i Make mistakes...
I know i do stupid things
say dumb words..
i can be a complete fool,
even an idiot..
but..
with all the mistakes i make,
with all the mistakes that will come..
i will never mistake the way i feel for you..
I love you, Aria..
In this world, And the next...
I know i do stupid things
say dumb words..
i can be a complete fool,
even an idiot..
but..
with all the mistakes i make,
with all the mistakes that will come..
i will never mistake the way i feel for you..
I love you, Aria..
In this world, And the next...
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devildoll23:
that's the sweetest thing i've ever read in my life
onlyoblivion:
Hi there! Always a pleasure to have a fellow SS member on my list. I just hope that lovely young lady of yours can forgive us for dragging you away from her occasionally.
^_^ Im Sick, it sucks!!
on the brighter side, My GF is finally an SG! out of limbo!!! go her!!!
Go see Andi, And congrat her!!!
on the brighter side, My GF is finally an SG! out of limbo!!! go her!!!
Go see Andi, And congrat her!!!
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silveronthetree:
I`ve read Sara Douglas too. Lots of promise and good ideas, but slightly lacking.
I`ll try the vampire stuff.
Ever read this?
click here
Start at the beggining, its fucking rad. As good as Jordan, although the first book takes 100 pages to get into.
have a good weekend.
I`ll try the vampire stuff.
Ever read this?
click here
Start at the beggining, its fucking rad. As good as Jordan, although the first book takes 100 pages to get into.
have a good weekend.
obliviousfocus:
DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDDDDDDDDDDEEEEEEEEEEE
Welcome to the wonderful world of loss of identity. Yes now you to can be *That guy that dates an SG*. If you had problems with sense of self and weren't sure who you are, then with the help of this program you can be reduced to the 3rd person in all conversations!!!!
Welcome to the wonderful world of loss of identity. Yes now you to can be *That guy that dates an SG*. If you had problems with sense of self and weren't sure who you are, then with the help of this program you can be reduced to the 3rd person in all conversations!!!!