Wow, I just read Frankies journal and she has an entry called the good, the bad and the ugly. I think it is an awesome idea to write some crap down about myself!!
+ My one ambition is to work for myself.
+ I give everyone one chance to be nice but if they fuck up, then they don't exist (I am trying to be more forgiving though!).
+ I love tattoos. I feel like they complete me.
+ I love cats - doesn't everyone?! Mainly because I want to trade my hands for paws.
+ I love clothes and stuff but never ever wear anything other then my jeans because I hate the way I look.
+ I find it a bit odd that I am 26 and all the people I know are in their late teens/early 20's (that maybe because I am mentally retarded).
+ I get scared when I am in the house alone at night.
+ I am a pretty messy person but I know exactly where everything is - if someone else tidys up then I am screwed!
+ I see my mum about once a week. She is one of the only 'girls' in the world who likes me.
+ I generally do not get on with girls. As a rule of thumb, they all hate me apart from my mum (see above) and the girl I work with, Laura. My old friends used to think it was an animal thing, that maybe I gave off chemicals that only other girls could smell. Even the coolest, soundest girls will always turn round and say 'I just don't like her'.
+ People (girls) think I am rude, arrogant and have an attitude problem.
+ I am actually very short sighted but rarely wear my glasses. I don't mean to ignore people, I just don't see them and sometimes when I'm squinting to try and focus, it looks like I'm giving people filfthy looks.
+ If people have nothing interesting to say or bore me then I don't waste any time talking to them. Life is short.
+ I won't participate in playground bullshit of any kind. Bullying and name calling do not belong in the workplace.
+ When I was 17 I had a relationship with a girl for nearly a year - we broke up as her lesbian friends didn't like me - girls huh!!
+ I appeared in a punk band video as the devil completely naked and painted red. Only one person has a copy that I am aware of and he won't give it back.
+ I was the lead singer in a riot grrl band called Todger.
+ At one point in my life I believed that if I carried on down the path I was taking then I would die. That day I stopped taking drugs. Three of my friends have since died from overdoses and related deaths.
+ I was straightedge for two years.
+ I am very vengeful. I believe that justice must be served. I like to think that what comes around goes around - there are many people on my personal revenge list.
+ I like my solitude but at the same time I get very lonely.
+ I no longer have many friends. I am very loyal to people and if they betray me then its all over. Many people have betrayed me. Hence the name Betrayal.
+ I have a sick sense of humour, so bad, that I have to be careful what I say in front of people in case I offend.
+ Five different people have asked me to marry them. I said no.
Jeeezzzzzzzz, I sound like a psycho. Maybe that was a bad idea.
+ My one ambition is to work for myself.
+ I give everyone one chance to be nice but if they fuck up, then they don't exist (I am trying to be more forgiving though!).
+ I love tattoos. I feel like they complete me.
+ I love cats - doesn't everyone?! Mainly because I want to trade my hands for paws.
+ I love clothes and stuff but never ever wear anything other then my jeans because I hate the way I look.
+ I find it a bit odd that I am 26 and all the people I know are in their late teens/early 20's (that maybe because I am mentally retarded).
+ I get scared when I am in the house alone at night.
+ I am a pretty messy person but I know exactly where everything is - if someone else tidys up then I am screwed!
+ I see my mum about once a week. She is one of the only 'girls' in the world who likes me.
+ I generally do not get on with girls. As a rule of thumb, they all hate me apart from my mum (see above) and the girl I work with, Laura. My old friends used to think it was an animal thing, that maybe I gave off chemicals that only other girls could smell. Even the coolest, soundest girls will always turn round and say 'I just don't like her'.
+ People (girls) think I am rude, arrogant and have an attitude problem.
+ I am actually very short sighted but rarely wear my glasses. I don't mean to ignore people, I just don't see them and sometimes when I'm squinting to try and focus, it looks like I'm giving people filfthy looks.
+ If people have nothing interesting to say or bore me then I don't waste any time talking to them. Life is short.
+ I won't participate in playground bullshit of any kind. Bullying and name calling do not belong in the workplace.
+ When I was 17 I had a relationship with a girl for nearly a year - we broke up as her lesbian friends didn't like me - girls huh!!
+ I appeared in a punk band video as the devil completely naked and painted red. Only one person has a copy that I am aware of and he won't give it back.
+ I was the lead singer in a riot grrl band called Todger.
+ At one point in my life I believed that if I carried on down the path I was taking then I would die. That day I stopped taking drugs. Three of my friends have since died from overdoses and related deaths.
+ I was straightedge for two years.
+ I am very vengeful. I believe that justice must be served. I like to think that what comes around goes around - there are many people on my personal revenge list.
+ I like my solitude but at the same time I get very lonely.
+ I no longer have many friends. I am very loyal to people and if they betray me then its all over. Many people have betrayed me. Hence the name Betrayal.
+ I have a sick sense of humour, so bad, that I have to be careful what I say in front of people in case I offend.
+ Five different people have asked me to marry them. I said no.
Jeeezzzzzzzz, I sound like a psycho. Maybe that was a bad idea.
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Hehe more cosmopolitan haha, At least she wont be asking you to take her again.
I thought he massively over re-acted to that whole water thing. I really want to see it. He called the guy something like a "Jerkidy Jerk Jerking Jerk off, You Jerky Jerk" Or somehting simmilar and lame HAHAHA
I have heard real mixed reviews about that film, So you have to tell me wether it is actually worth seeing or not. The last film I saw was Batman which was fucking awesome.
And I'm really really really really looking forward to Gus Van Sant's 'Last Days'
I just spent 3 hours up in town in the trocadero arcades With my two friends, I love it there we had enough prize tickets between us to win this huge ass china doll but we couldn't decide who would keep it so we split them evenly and I got a zippo with a skull on it, A little ring with a heart on it for my girly and a etch a sketch thing.
Awesome
Have a good evening!
Still no fucking internet. might kill BT and ONETEL in one go. Its been about 2 weeks since it was working. Someone help me!
Work has been pretty crappy and it is way to hot.
Hows the tatttoo coming along. As I type this you are prob in a getting tattooed. Hope its not too hot.
Almost time to start looking for a flat. Oh the joy. Alex and I have the week off so we can look for a new place. I am hoping (everything crossed) that we find somewhere in the first few days so we have the rest of the week to our selves.