bethalie

why does suicidegirls keep deleting all the information on my GODDAMN PROFILE.
yeah so anyway. my life is still fucking governed by horrible horrible deadlines i do not want to face.



this is what i look like mostly. i need to be blonde really. soon.
i feel half like my life is all sorted out: job, driving lessons, i go to THE GYM NOW!! but at the same time i feel so ugh so trapped so kept-in-a-box and i dont know what by. i feel free, surveying, ON TOP and also trapped in a little cloth house where i can see out i can feel outside the air of it through the loose weave of my house but, still i sit inside it.
i dont even care about this stupid play. make it die. brian friel you are shit.

here is my belly:



all stretchy. and im going to take another picture in EZAMAZACKLY SIX WEEKSSSSSS and see if i am skinnier.
the gym is like this:
bike
stretchy
weights
treadmill
weights
bike
stretchy and i can go whenever i want and it makes me feel good.

HAPPY VALENTINES EVERYBODY, love lives in our bellies. as you can see my belly is already very much full of love (with room for roxy too ok)
what are you doing for it?
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