today im not so blue 
themilkman:
good to hear. panic and obsession suck, but there are always brighter mornings. If I lived in the UK, I'd invite myself over for a smoke, a cup of tea and a beat discussion. Have a good day.
im afraid to drive
im afraid to go to work
im afraid to go out alone
im afraid to be alone
im afraid of being with people i dont know
im afraid of feeling trapped
i feel sick and my life is falling apart again
fuck
im afraid to go to work
im afraid to go out alone
im afraid to be alone
im afraid of being with people i dont know
im afraid of feeling trapped
i feel sick and my life is falling apart again
fuck
mahphew:
is all okish friend? music, sweet music, will always get to you when you need it most
im really in a bad place at the moment
my OCD has come back really bad
i cant stop obssessing and in turn panic sets in
staying at a friends house until my parents return
only another 5 days but seems so long
i cant stand this
i never thought it would happen again and i feel so helpless
fuck
my OCD has come back really bad
i cant stop obssessing and in turn panic sets in
staying at a friends house until my parents return
only another 5 days but seems so long
i cant stand this
i never thought it would happen again and i feel so helpless
fuck
crackerman:
You're certainly not on your own.
damn you OCD for coming back and fucking up my life again
work is unbearable and social life is beginning to suffer
trying so hard to use reflection and meditation to quiet the mind, but it just keeps on rolling
fuck
work is unbearable and social life is beginning to suffer
trying so hard to use reflection and meditation to quiet the mind, but it just keeps on rolling
fuck
ooh hardcore revival here we come
hooked on new Ramallah record and loads of other stuff off Thorp/Trustkill/Bridge9
like being 20 again
ah bless
hooked on new Ramallah record and loads of other stuff off Thorp/Trustkill/Bridge9
like being 20 again
ah bless
time for a break from this
see you all soon
see you all soon
tahliana:
thanks for your comment on my set hun 
hooray hooray
one week today ill be going to Cairo for 3 weeks
no xmas crap stuffed down my throat
the joys of holidaying in non-christian countries cannot be counted this time of year
one week today ill be going to Cairo for 3 weeks
no xmas crap stuffed down my throat
the joys of holidaying in non-christian countries cannot be counted this time of year
mahphew:
yes the holidays are maddening....i am at the end of my rope.. come to pass o x mas.... however, i must keep reminding myself that it all about my boy, who is 5, and xmas is the shit for him!!
unida:
thank u!!i love them too.... 
Be quiet, look within and enjoy the healing power of silence.
lizarose:
silence. okay.
*whispers very quietly*
"thanks for the comment on my set!"
*whispers very quietly*
"thanks for the comment on my set!"
i think i want to go and live in India
ive had enough of life here in the UK
so disenchanted with western life at times i'd like to escape from it all
nice little meditation hut in the Himalaya
ah, bliss
ive had enough of life here in the UK
so disenchanted with western life at times i'd like to escape from it all
nice little meditation hut in the Himalaya
ah, bliss