betanik

some terrible shit is going down over here with the bombings in London, so worried about family and friends this morning, and my thoughts go out to anyone affected by this tragedy.

ive changed my name

thanks

bye

i dont know what to do at the moment, one of my best friends is ignoring me and i cant figure out why. shes pretty messed up at times and goes through phases of being angry with everyone and everything, but this time she just seems to have weirded out big time. shes leaving for australia soon and wont be coming back, but its killing...
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big props out to all the girls who turned up for the SGUK Burlesque auditions last night..you guys were amazing and very sexy!!

look inside yourself

ooh ive come over all zen and japanese this week , unhealthy obsessions here we come!!

30 today. bugger

please join my lovely new Grateful Dead group if you feel that way inclined!

have fun with this online version of Buroughs cut-up machine

dig

OMG i just upped a shirt size to XXXL!! Bugger

ok, maybe she hasnt left town, was driving home from pub last night and had to do a u-turn to check i wasnt seeing things, not sure if it was her but was enough to spook me mightily!!

well i think my ex has finally left town for good, not sure how i feel about it, but at least i wont bump into her anymore and it will help me get on with my life, which is terribly stuck in a rut at present!