I found a letter tonight
just remember I love you and am always here for you..
But youre not
Why arent you here when I need you the most?
Why didnt you stick by me?
How can you just stop loving someone like that?
How can you be with someone else so soon?
I dont think Ill ever really understand how you could do this...
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just remember I love you and am always here for you..
But youre not
Why arent you here when I need you the most?
Why didnt you stick by me?
How can you just stop loving someone like that?
How can you be with someone else so soon?
I dont think Ill ever really understand how you could do this...
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'Everything is as it should be'
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cherry_deadly:
and thats peachy fucking perfect! as it should be! xx
betanik:
was a zen quote that i thought helped make sense of my presently very shite situation 
i cant shift this shitty feeling. ive been let down and lied to so badly, how am i ever going to get through this....... 
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cherry_deadly:
hehe, thats the one. still makes me laugh anyway!
snowballinhell:
*big hug* that's a long time. Sorry to hear that Can't be a good time of year for you right now *gives tantra_yogi another big hug*
Smooches
Michelle xx
*big hug* that's a long time. Sorry to hear that Can't be a good time of year for you right now *gives tantra_yogi another big hug*
Smooches
Michelle xx
I remember it well,
Still I always knew that she was destined to be my bride
This woman had pride,
She was full of life.
I could see the passion in her eyes.
She thought she found a man,
But she fell for the devil
An evil monster in disguise.
Now I'll honor and obey,
Forever stay.
True to you, my English rose
Still I always knew that she was destined to be my bride
This woman had pride,
She was full of life.
I could see the passion in her eyes.
She thought she found a man,
But she fell for the devil
An evil monster in disguise.
Now I'll honor and obey,
Forever stay.
True to you, my English rose
well i saw her at the pub last night and it was weird. everyone wondered why we were flirting with each other so much, i thought we were just being friendly. this is so hard, and going out with her and having a good time is not making it any easier. i really want her back in my life
Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you plann'd:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet...
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Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you plann'd:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet...
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betanik:
I'm never going back never going back to you
I'm never going to see you again
I'm never going to dig out your picture
I'm never going to look you up someday
Life is very short
You don't love me anymore
So I'm never going to see you again
I'm never going to write you a letter
Never going to call you on the phone
I'm never going to drive by your house
I'm never going to catch you coming outside
Never going to walk up your walk
And ring your bell
And feel you fall into my arms
I'm never going to see you
I'm never going to see you again
Your gone for good
I'm never going to see you again
I'm never going to dig out your picture
I'm never going to look you up someday
Life is very short
You don't love me anymore
So I'm never going to see you again
I'm never going to write you a letter
Never going to call you on the phone
I'm never going to drive by your house
I'm never going to catch you coming outside
Never going to walk up your walk
And ring your bell
And feel you fall into my arms
I'm never going to see you
I'm never going to see you again
Your gone for good
fuck fuck fuck it all!!!!!!!!!! i cant stop thinking about her, its been 2 months almost and i miss her so much. seeing her around isnt helping and everyone thinks i should break all contact with her, but if i i do will i risk never seeing her again? i dont think i could face that...fuck
I'm so alone tonight
My bed feels larger than when I was small
Lost in memories,
lost in all the sheets and all old pillows
So alone tonight,
miss you more than I will let you know
Miss the outline of your back,
miss you breathing down my neck
My bed feels larger than when I was small
Lost in memories,
lost in all the sheets and all old pillows
So alone tonight,
miss you more than I will let you know
Miss the outline of your back,
miss you breathing down my neck
I am shut out of mine own heart
because my love is far from me,
nor in the wonders have I part
that fill its hidden empery:
The wildwood of adventurous thought
and lands of dawn my dream had won,
the riches out of Faery brought
are buried with our bridal sun.
And I am in a narrow place,
and all its little streets are...
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because my love is far from me,
nor in the wonders have I part
that fill its hidden empery:
The wildwood of adventurous thought
and lands of dawn my dream had won,
the riches out of Faery brought
are buried with our bridal sun.
And I am in a narrow place,
and all its little streets are...
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knine:
I have been where you are, all you can do is move forward. maybe she will come back, maybe she wont. You just have to let her go and see what happens. I know that sux ass but that the only way it can be.
I cant believe this is happening to me...the girl i thought id spend the rest of my life with has left me and my ocd is clearing up, no more panic or anxiety attacks, fewer obsessive thoughts...lifes ironies really suck ass. i lose her because of being ill, she goes and i start to get better 
When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted,
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.
The dew of the morning
Sank chill on my brow
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame:
I hear thy name spoken,...
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In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted,
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.
The dew of the morning
Sank chill on my brow
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame:
I hear thy name spoken,...
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vosh:
Don't do anything, let the hardship wash over you to fuel more great works of lyrical expression.
Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I would try
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, just mad
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful...
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I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I would try
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, just mad
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful...
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lillithvain:
Thank you for the lovely comments you left on my set. I really appreciated it and it was very wonderful of you!!!
Smooches
Michelle xx