Well, its been a bit since I've posted much of anything. Not a lot new going on really. Working painfully awkward hours, tanking care of my boys and being lonely. I've been trying not to be, but even with the boys going thru the holidays without someone after so long with, is just.....weird. I managed, and should hopefully be hearing any day now about a new possible job that would at least give me the schedule to feel human and attempt to meet some new people and who knows maybe possibly someone to help with the loneliness.