berdie

I'm going to be ok. Yes, I am sad, but today its directed in the right places and I'm not going to let it overwhelm me. Sorry for last night to anyone who read it and was like woah, and thank you to all of you who tried to lift me up out of the darkness. I just get lost within myself sometimes. It will get better though because I am not going to quit. I was looking up Buddhism within my community last night when I was done being extreme. i found a non profit organization where I can go to practice and practice with other people. If I am going to have to wait a year on a long long list to get the help I need then I am going to need to find other ways to center until then. This is a good place to start as I feel the pulse of the path within me when I'm not suffering from my mental afflictions. It's all going to be ok and work out.