Being hormonal and diagnosed with special brand of crazy is difficult, both of which I am. I don't have a problem being thankful for what I have, which is so very much. I also don't have a problem recognizing the many positives of my life either. Yet I just can't manage to be "OK" sometimes. I try very hard most of time. I just get tired. I am truly my worst enemy in every way. So I am attempting to uplift myself with these few videos.
Bellissa
Bellissa
The docs may sate amonet in your life correctly but the rest is mere guess work.
My mum broke a leg when I was a baby and the doc said she would never be able to walk without difficulties and pain ever again! Took her two years and she was all right.
I once had a bad head concussion and the neurologist certified me an idiot, maybe not worth the effort to be pushed through special school.
I studied at university and that I did not finish my studies was not rooted in a lack of intelligence.
At school I was found to have dislexy. I found help, worked on it and actually got an international award for lyrics I did write for a song.
I did nasty drugs but would not yield to the authority of a drug over my life and never became an addict to them.
Stubborness can be a great help in many ways
And only if you are not "OK" at times can you truly enjoy the other times because without contrast they would not be special
Sorry, if I got too philosophical.