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berdie

Vancouver, WA

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Tuesday May 10, 2011

May 10, 2011
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Yay for best friends. They help you out when no one else will. They listen to you and give you honest feedback. They do so many wonderful things. I love mine. I rarely make "real life" friends outside of the internet. When I do, they rarely are good ones. I found myself two keepers this time. They've passed the test period I give everyone. I know that sounds crazy of me, but if you would walk a mile in my shoes I'm positive you would understand. I've suffered through horrible things at the hands of others my whole entire life. It's nice to finally meet people I can trust with my heart and family.

That being said there will be a photo experiment to come relatively soon.

I had another set back in my healing process again. I was done wearing the telfa pads on my one side that hadn't healed, due to blood pooling under the incision and surface of my skin, and the tiny scab snagged my clothes and tore me open frown . It's minor all things considered, but its about an inch long to half an inch wide open again. The original scabby part was only a cm large, that's how badly the new skin tore from the snagged scab. Gross right. I know. My surgeon thinks he will want to fix the scarring on that side, because the traumatized area and scarring is large, I'm not worried though. I know my body and I have never scarred terribly ever. I know this because I've been attacked by a dog in my face, but you couldn't tell right? I know this because this isn't the only surgery I have ever had. I know this because I spent most of my life being a cutter as well. I'm not going to tell you why unless you pm me though.

I'm almost ready to list items in my etsy shop. I'm just waiting for my mannequin to arrive. It will be here on Friday. I want my pictures to be modeled consistenly and have the best quality for the best selling opportunities. I have so many beautiful and creative things to sell though, so I'm having an extremely hard time waiting!!!! Patience is not one of my stronger skills lol. I will just keep creating though so I will have a full shop on Friday or Saturday when I'm ready to do my listing. I will share some of the items listed with you guys once I get them listed. I am seriously listing some very wonderful things.

Well, I must go for now! Hope you are all well!!

Bellissa kiss
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
starmount:
I wish you all the luck you need ... I love youkiss
May 10, 2011
carnivall:
Yay! Your etsy shop will be fabulous. I know it.
xoxo
May 10, 2011

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