My friend Ethel wanted to come over Saturday cuz I haven't seen her in months.
She gets here & spends the entire evening txting guys & reading me their txts aloud. While I am totally supportive of her new freedom & single-hood, it is fucking rude. If you wanna spend time with me, spend time with me, not with your goddamn phone. And of course I was unhappy cuz I got canceled on yet again by my guy cuz he was "too sleepy". Just added to my foul mood.
Had to go to future-ex's today to help decorate xmas tree. i hate decorating xmas trees. HATE IT.
THEN i had to go & drive 45min to help my mother decorate her tree (For those counting, 2 people I wanna spend time with the least doing something I hate doing, in one day), and listen to her passive aggressive digs bout how i've forced Gracie to live with a "Broken home" & how i should feel guilty.
And she wonders why i do not want to see her? And had the nerve to be upset when i told her I would rather be alone on xmas eve than with her - gee i wonder why?
and of course guy cannot come tonight either.
oh yeah & my period is late
altho i took2 pee stick tests (a week apart) & both were negative
I need to smoke a bowl & soak in the tub to calm the F down.
Rather have buttsex to lift my spirits but alas the universe hates me this weekend. And so therefore I hate it right back.
On a good note, I forgot how insanely good "V for Vendetta" is. And how SCARY it is to watch now with the current events these days.
Watched V & "Watchmen" back to back. best part of my weekend.
She gets here & spends the entire evening txting guys & reading me their txts aloud. While I am totally supportive of her new freedom & single-hood, it is fucking rude. If you wanna spend time with me, spend time with me, not with your goddamn phone. And of course I was unhappy cuz I got canceled on yet again by my guy cuz he was "too sleepy". Just added to my foul mood.
Had to go to future-ex's today to help decorate xmas tree. i hate decorating xmas trees. HATE IT.
THEN i had to go & drive 45min to help my mother decorate her tree (For those counting, 2 people I wanna spend time with the least doing something I hate doing, in one day), and listen to her passive aggressive digs bout how i've forced Gracie to live with a "Broken home" & how i should feel guilty.
And she wonders why i do not want to see her? And had the nerve to be upset when i told her I would rather be alone on xmas eve than with her - gee i wonder why?
and of course guy cannot come tonight either.
oh yeah & my period is late
altho i took2 pee stick tests (a week apart) & both were negative
I need to smoke a bowl & soak in the tub to calm the F down.
Rather have buttsex to lift my spirits but alas the universe hates me this weekend.
And so therefore I hate it right back.On a good note, I forgot how insanely good "V for Vendetta" is. And how SCARY it is to watch now with the current events these days.
Watched V & "Watchmen" back to back. best part of my weekend.
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And as he is broke, I know what I REALLY want for xmas from him, and it won't cost him a dime. I want a weekend. A staycation weekend with him, where he sleeps here. Or hell even 1 night. I want to wake up with him. I want him for 24 hours str8. or more.
I wanna be able to watch some of the movies we keep talking about watching but never have time for. I want to be able to make love without feeling rushed. I don't want him watching the clock. I want his undivided attention.