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Friday Dec 02, 2011

Dec 2, 2011
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Rub a dub dub I'm blogging from my tub!!!
Headache is GONE. Thanks for the love & concern my loveys. So sweet. Loving SG more & more. So many cool people, super good vibe, no judgements.

So my guy was so exhausted today he didn't come over. I was feeling a lil pouty until he realized while talking to me at 7pm that he had not eaten ANYTHING all day he had been so busy. Finals week (he's in grad school).

So I might get to see him tomorrow night, albeit "brief" he said. Conumdrum. I told my ex-in-laws that I would get my daughter tomorrow eve. They said she could spend another night...
So do I get my daughter & spend my lil time with my guy AND my kid.
Or do I let her spend 1 more night with her grandparents so i can get some booty? LOL
God I feel like a horrible mother. But then again I have 7 yrs of almost sexless marriage to make up for.
I know I don't spend enough time with her. Just feel kinda lost as a mom. I mean I can take care of her needs no prob. But I'm having a hard time reconciling being a mom & being me. (and still trying to figure out who me is again...marriage sucked my soul out).

but dammit I want some dirty raunchy animal humping.

Choices...
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pascipio:
Right now, your daughter.

I have a JD and an MPP, so I know what finals are like. Afterwards, there is a bit of a break, and then another flurry of activity as classes start. After that, he can make time for you. There is always time. I know that, because I always found time. And the woman I found time for is not half as pretty as you are, and I never even thought about anal with her. Had to wait another few years for that, and that was with a woman who was at residency at a local hospital, and she could find time.

Testing periods are alwasy going to be difficult. Spend time with your kid, and think about how much fun you will have when he is down with the exams.
Dec 2, 2011
beqa:
fyi - i was literally in the tub with my laptop biggrinon the toilet.lol
Dec 3, 2011

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