Wednesday Dec 12, 2012

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"I don't like the way I never listen to myself
I feel like I'm on fire, I'm too shy
to cry for help"
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twodragons:
Help....
chefdaddy:
Sounds like Alice in Wonderland. " I give my self very good advice but I very seldom follow it."

Saturday Dec 08, 2012

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this song is really getting to me

Monday Nov 26, 2012

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Donations for poor broke Beq who needs $400 in order to shoot another set.

I need $ to shoot another set. I hate asking, but it is what it is. Donate if you want. or don't. I'm ok with that too.
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beqa:
feel like a schmuck for even askingfrown
beqa:
$ for photog & cost of shoot.

no submission fee

Sunday Nov 25, 2012

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so i got away from my relations, so i am much less stressed out.

i love this song is awesome & i'm feeling like this so...enjoy:


oh and karma tripped my mom so..wink
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chefdaddy:
My inlaws have gone home too.
beqa:
no my in-laws are awesome. It is MY family that is horrible.

Friday Nov 23, 2012

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Ugh I hate the holidays. I love my relatives but in very small doses. And my mom and I hate a scream out fight today cuz my daughters father wanted to see his daughter this weekend. I hate that I am still stuck as middle man between him and my mom. I can't win. I am in hell. My daughter is having a blast but...
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twodragons:
Soooooo...I'm thinking your mother doesn't like him?
beqa:
They dislike each other immensely. Lol she doesn't like Anyone I have ever brought home.

She wants me to stand up to him
He wants me to stand up to her.
I just want them to argue with each other and leave me the fuck out of it.

I can't wait to get the hell out of here.
I am so fucking bored.

Thursday Nov 22, 2012

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littlejohn22:
hope you thanksgiving rules
twodragons:
First Jar Jar and more we learn that in the Lucas universe turkeys have no wings.

Saturday Nov 17, 2012

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so I am at an indoor water park for the weekend. With my daughter & her father (my ex husband). Weird, awkward, but good. She is having a blast & I'm enjoying watching her.

unfort. i hit my head so my head is tender & the chlorine is burning my eyes (and i didn't open my eyes underwater).

Oh yeah & i petted a tiger...
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evil_dad:
Every spring my ex and I end up sitting together watching my son's lacrosse tournament. We talk about how he is doing, and catch up a little about family. It is the only time we are ever civil to each other. Most of the time we won't speak to each other because it just degenerates into a giant fight.
hooeylewis:
I hope you are feeling better. Now I want to pet a tiger =P

Thursday Nov 15, 2012

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how i've been feeling lately:

and this:


and more of this

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pascipio:
Beq, there is a lot of love for you here. I know you have come out of a situation where there have been trust issues. There are people here you can trust. Stay strong. Things will turn your way. You will not know it at first. Then,problems that once looked like insurmountable Alps you will kick away like pebbles on the street. You will look back and say "Oh yes, that's where it started." These days will come.
littlejohn22:
excellent music
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