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Tuesday Jul 21, 2009

Jul 21, 2009
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Today....


First thank you so much for the kindness in words, in texts and calls.

Tomorrow...I will know if I in fact go down the road ...that means first visit with my Dr.

On the drive to my Head Office today I passed the airport....my close friend American Express was trying to convince me we needed a holiday ...far far away from reality....I said wait not yet...

Tomorrow, we will see what Visa has to counter with.

More ..when there is more to tell.

I have now started my Bargain list:

1. Not to be so cynnical and open my heart --maybe it really is out there (thanx to a certain Mr and Mrs for that)
2. Apply the words of Thoreau = " Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you've imagined"
3. This one is very important ..closest to my heart..(....more later this is the scariest to think of not ever having)
4. Shop less (ok - I really do not think I can do that one)...desperate times smile




VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
wsoxfan:
I'm keeping you in my thoughts as you consult with the doctor.

I hear you about thew vacation from reality. I'd give anything to be able to do that. If you go, can you take me with you?
Jul 21, 2009
ted_stryker:
Listen to the girl, she knows what she's talking about! biggrin Please keep us up to date about the appointment today, we are both here for you. Unfortunately I can't call at the moment but I hope it's obvious that your in my thoughts.
Jul 22, 2009

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