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Tuesday Jun 23, 2009

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Decision Time

Tonight I stand on the edge of the abyss.
A once desolate void now filled with tears born from my deepest sorrow.
The moonlight dances with cruel delight reflecting stolen memories from the past to my wandering eye.
Each ripple is a moment in time, time in the past and time that can never be.

Reckoning .....

Do I dive into the water swimming across to find the absolution and comfort my battered wandering soul desperately desires. (Can I swim? Can I fight hard enough to keep that fleeting hope alive?)

Or...

Do I face the Demons that dwell in the murky depths. Walk with purpose into the waters of my heartbreak allowing them to devour me whole?

In the distance I hear the ticking of a clock.....decision time.....

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