benstarr

Man, As hard as I try...I dont think I'm ever gonna understand women.....they're/you're just too damn tough to figure out.
I'm not gonna go into details of what has caused this 'rant' as they're just WAAAAAAAY too long for something so simple....but lest me just say, that after having exactly what I wanted come through after all these months....she then suddenly becomes totally normal and as if we'd only just met......and now i'm more confused than EVER before.......that's not supposed to happen, I'm supposed to get like an intense clarity and know exactly how it's gonna work out..but NOOOOOOOOO i'm not allowed that one saving grace. So now I'm sat at home, confused, scared to mention anything for fear of driving her away, and it doesnt even matter, as her phone is dead so there's no way we can communicate now!

It just gets better and better and better.....then suddenly worse. Maybe I'm over exaggerating or putting too much pressure on the situation to be perfect..but shit......it's something I've wanted for so long, how come it cant just go right?!