benstarr

Went to see SHAI HULUD last night. Man they owned. They came out with serious intent and fury and just blew everyone away. Not only did they have AMAZING stage presence, but they played more or less note perfect, and so incredibly tight. What an AWESOME band...just a shame to see them have to end

I also had the most EXCELLENT day with a certain person, but cant help but feel that I totally screwed it up and what interest she may have had has waned and died out. As far as I'm aware I didnt do anything 'wrong' or annoying and was just myself, but still......Having to leave was a major downer, but she seemed to just shrug it off and go without any hint of wanting to see me again really...and to be honest, I'm totally gutted about it as I REALLY like her!

Then, after all that I missed the last train, and had to go half way across london, to bum one to milton keynes, then get a taxi to aylesbury to pick up my car to get home....which cost a FORTUNE, and meant I didnt get home until about 4:30am!

But I have to say, the train 'disaster' (as it shall now be known) still isnt as much of a downer as the other bit. I feel truly awful and sick to my stomach about it...i have to ask why I have such bad luck with girls...it's sad really....I totally love her to pieces.....hahahaha