let me get one thing straight...i try to only update when i am in a good mood, which is usually most of the time. today though i'm just a little down. not necessarily fishing for compliments here, just some fellow SG camaraderie.
i've just had a string of VERY RUDE people come at me lately on the internet. the internet. such a great thing, but man it makes some people nasty. desensitized even. luckily i've never experienced anything rude on here. it's the SG and SG hopefuls instagam accounts and the SG reddit page. fuck, people can be mean. like do you even realize that i'm reading your comments and getting slowly filled with rage? i'm a real person with real feelings! i love getting naked and if you don't want to look, just don't look! please don't take the time to comment about my weight (I'M FAT-DEAL WITH IT) or how "disgusting" i am.
i recently made a facebook page for myself as benson. literally within hours i got messages along the lines of "sex please" (at least they said "please"??) and "how old are you where do you live". WHAT THE FUCK. i don't want to talk to you, i want you to get a membership for SG. so i'll probably end up deleting that thing soon. sheesh.
the power of positive thinking always does wonders for me, but today i'm letting all these little nasties slip in and upset me. i'll get over it, just needed to bitch a little.
xoxo
