I'm bored with my routine, already i am bored of the repetitive nature of an early morning wake up call and a 39 hour working week for a company and individuals i despise. Individuals who outside of Work fail in everything, individuals that i am bound to become.
I'm no longer bored but quite literally fearful of how the World is, fearful of what some... Read More
I seem to be addicted to World of Warcraft, i have turned in to a WoW geek!
...and now i spend every waking hour i can questing, levelling up and general monster bashing.
I've bit the bullet and gone fulltime with my shitty job, i need more cash and, more importantly, i need MORE STUFF! Vicious cycle.
I try and try and in the end it makes very little difference so i'm going try a new tact and not try. I'm going to just exist.
I'm well the giddy uncle, i never thought a baby would ever have this effect on me, unless of course it was my own, but my sisters baby is just so cute with her cries and weird... Read More
Back from a brief trip which has only further complicated my life. Two weeks after payday - I'm skint, I hate spending my cash. I have to wait another month before I do things!
I've been watching some Jerry Spinger Pay-per-view, it's ace! I'm hosting a friends web site and portfolio, INKmonkey - ch-ch-chek it out.
I revert to it often in my thoughts, not for the purposes of self-pity but as a source of grounding, as proof such passion can reach me and the depths of my heart. It takes me right back to that moment, as disco lights pound against my flesh, tongue lost in someone elses mouth, hands tearing each other a part up against a fire exit... Read More
I don't know why it builds up or even what it is except for defining it as an overwhelming and hazy blend of worry, love and sympathy. It subjects me to memories of regret and lost chances that bounce around endlessly inside my head, a firework display of thought and remembrance.
A wall of feeling and emotion that topples over on me once in a... Read More
